Visited my smoking neigbor and didn't cave

[Evelyn]

It's a huge NOPE and I won't avoid smoking people just avoid ME SMOKING. Must say the Nortrilen does a lot in the non smoking process, it supports me not that I won't have to do a thing but I get some extra support. This is not planned I got Nortrilen as an antidepressivant and my pdoc didn't knew it also is helpfull for people who wanna quit smoking, but I knew. 

2 dirty flies in 1 hit

But I still have to say NO to myself whenever I feel a craving or when I see my neighbor smoking

[Nicole Diver]

Evelyn you have so much strength and determination. I'm so grateful we can be here with you on this journey :)

[Evelyn]

THanks :)Ava

[SueBeDoo]

Well done you are an amazingly strong and determined person x

[action]

Wow, good for you Evelyn - very impressive indeed :)

 

You just keep on trucking and never give up - I really respect that :)

[Evelyn]

Ow ALMOST blew it. Was at my drunk neighbor and asked for a cig and she said no (luckily) we ended up in a fight. Her telling me not to bother her (while I've been there 3 years while she was ruining her life with alcohol) and that she only looks after herself.... she had one of those bad drunk days. Lukily I didn't get my fix and ended up crying at home, calling a friend... I was furious about my neighbor not taking responsibility and I was upset over how much I'm like my neighbor just avoiding the pain and looking for a fix. It was really a mirror moment. 

Okay so tears dried and glad I didn't smoke. Learned one thing. I better avoid smoking people the first 1 or two weeks. 

 

No need to say my neighbor can kiss her drunk ass. First day she came out of rehab she drank already.

 

#Lesson learned: avoid drunk / smoking people who step on your heart

[Rain Forest]

Evelyn, stay strong... you can do this, and you're doing a good job of it.

 

[Doreensfree]

Well done everlyn...

[Evelyn]

I know I'm fighting right now

[El Bandito]

Keep strong Evelyn. Strong and calm!