Just got tired of Quitting again and again and again!

[REZ]

I have tried many many times through out my smoking career to quit and have failed every single time except one!!!!!  :)

 

This one is different, One of the reasons why I think is " I was just tired of quitting!"  :unsure: 

 

Tired of having to look those same people in the eyes every time and say, ya i started again. :(

 

Tired of ignoring the side effects from smoking, the smell, the shortness of breath, ect! :wacko:

 

Tired of of all the money and services i had to fork over on loosing bets! :angry:

 

Tired of looking and feeling like a looser to my friends and family! :blink:  

 

Tired of trying to explain to others why i started smoking again! :o  

 

Tired of rationalizing to myself why i started smoking again! :huh:

 

Just got tired of trying to quit smoking!(50+times) :(

 

Now i'm not tired anymore! :)

[Soberjulie]

Oh Rez......I hear ya!!

It got so that I didnt even tell anyone if I was going to attempt a quit, because I was so ashamed at having to say I failed. Again.

[El Bandito]

Rez - you and Soozie need to talk!

 

She was looking for a serial quitter. Im going to post in her thread pointing her at you!

[JackiMac]

You get a quit and it sticks, because all the previous times, maybe just maybe we didn't really want to quit. 

[Tink]

you missed out: Tracey would also kick my butt from Ohio to the moon and would be tired of her nagging :)

[sherry]

Well, i must say, i am VERY glad you quit when you did and you're here with us now my friend!!  :D 

 

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[MarylandQuitter]

You've got 6 months under your belt tomorrow, Rez.  :)

[Aine]

You get a quit and it sticks, because all the previous times, maybe just maybe we didn't really want to quit.

 

In my case, it is a matter of daily maintenance. I wanted to quit twice before. I didn't remain a non smoker because my denial system is quite good! Without daily reminders, such as a list of reasons for quitting that I can take out of my billfold to remind myself and reading on this forum, then my little monkey whispers in my ear silly stuff--like how one won't hurt me, it will taste good, etc. while this is lessening for me day by day, I do not want to get complacent and forget I have an addiction. So here I am!

[El Bandito]

yep..in just too lazy to start again...let's face it smoking is hard work

[Trish]

Rez...this is so me.