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[leahcaR]

well it's almost six months...and I was thinking the other day about this whole thing so far----if I can say one thing in total about the experience from November first up until now is that... damn what a f****** bore??  If someone asked me to sum it all up so far in one word it would be "boring" 

 

...I mean s*** for years....and I mean YEARS I had this awesomely dramatic story all built up in my head.  You don't even know... it was full of excitement...agony...pain...tears...unbearableness... I mean some real downright nasty sh**.  And I think I must say I am slightly disappointed.... and by slightly I mean very.  I guess it's true...we really do make it out to be worse than what it actually ends up being.  

 

I was thinking there would be a little more fighting myself you know? A little more inner dialogue like 

"I can't take this I'm going to get cigarettes"  

"yes you can suck it up you can do it"  

"no I really cant stand it anymore I have to have one"  

"shut the f*** up rachael you're not having a cigarette"  

"no you shut the f*** up im going to go bum one from someone...this is ridiculous...and don't talk to me like that you nasty little #$%#$%#$"

 

it was more like meh...this (insert sh*** situation) sucks... I used to have a cigarette when stuff like this happened... I guess i don't anymore? hmmm okay then.  guess I'll just wait a little bit... nope nevermind...feeling passed.  

 

if anything it's been a huge letdown... and if I knew it was going to be such a snoozefest I would have given it up long ago.  guess i'll have to catch the drama on some reality show cause I haven't gotten what I thought I was entitled to when I quit... 

 

 

;)

 

[Jonny5]

:-)

[sgt.barney]

Easy Peasy, right?

 

;)

[Nancy]

Well, let me see if I can help!!  First of all the blue angels just did a flyover for you...

 

 

followed by fireworks..

 

dancing elephants..

 

and a Marching Band!

 

did I forget, anything?  Love you, Rachael!!

[comrade simba]

Annoying is my new word for this quit. Like the sound of a tv droning through cheap apartment walls punctuated by telemarketers.

[leahcaR]

Easy Peasy, right?

 

;)

exactly.... very much so ...almost annoyingly so :)  I wanted a little fight

[Nancy]

Sorry, thought you wanted a celebration...

[leahcaR]

lol nancy I meant I thought that I thought it would be harder... more of an inner fight against wanting to give up and have cigarettes...and ive been waiting and waiting and waiting and Im thinking it just hasnt come and isnt going to.. lol it was kind of a joke

[sgt.barney]

It kinda really makes The Sarge angry with himself that he put it off - waited 27 years ... for this?

 

This?

 

 

 

Easy Peasy

[leahcaR]

It kinda really makes The Sarge angry with himself that he put it off - waited 27 years ... for this?

 

This?

 

 

 

Easy Peasy

I know...I know... the struggle is real people

[SueBeDoo]

Lol pmsl love it, deadly post misses;) and soooooooo true..

 

Your Best off heading to a pub or nightclub to get the fight you need!!!

[Tink]

Great post Rachael :)

[Petra]

I'm happy for you that your quit was easy!! :)  Sorry it was boring. :)

[bakon]

Cats are boring

 

Quits are uneventful.

[leahcaR]

Cats are boring

 

Quits are uneventful.

Cats are cute

[REZ]

Good to hear that Rachael,

 

You can use you time to keep helping others and keep playing it forward!

 

Nice job on the quit and the post!

[rww]

I feel the same way. I don't have much to say about my quit, it's downright boring! :D

[Markus]

I like it...zzzzzz

 

You had all the excitement and danger you ever needed before you quit.

 

You could take on some exciting things now with less risk.

[Colleen]

It is boring because smoking is no longer the center of your world.  Perhaps your subconscious is saying you are really done with smoking and is making room for better experiences?

[Soberjulie]

:)

Lovely post Rachel.

It deserves bumped from time to time so a newbie will see it......and have some hope that it's not as big and scary as our mind likes to tell us.

[JackiMac]

loving this Rachael, so glad as The Sarge said it was Easy Peasy (lemon squezy) for you  :D

[Lynn]

I am so glad that this is your sticky quit.  Be proud of yourself for having an easy quit. You did it!! :)

[leahcaR]

thanks everyone :)!  <3

[El Bandito]

Nice Rachael! Excellent work.

 

My quit has had its moments..but overall I'm pleased that it hasn't been too tough!