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well it's almost six months...and I was thinking the other day about this whole thing so far----if I can say one thing in total about the experience from November first up until now is that... damn what a f****** bore??  If someone asked me to sum it all up so far in one word it would be "boring" 

 

...I mean s*** for years....and I mean YEARS I had this awesomely dramatic story all built up in my head.  You don't even know... it was full of excitement...agony...pain...tears...unbearableness... I mean some real downright nasty sh**.  And I think I must say I am slightly disappointed.... and by slightly I mean very.  I guess it's true...we really do make it out to be worse than what it actually ends up being.  

 

I was thinking there would be a little more fighting myself you know? A little more inner dialogue like 

"I can't take this I'm going to get cigarettes"  

"yes you can suck it up you can do it"  

"no I really cant stand it anymore I have to have one"  

"shut the f*** up rachael you're not having a cigarette"  

"no you shut the f*** up im going to go bum one from someone...this is ridiculous...and don't talk to me like that you nasty little #$%#$%#$"

 

it was more like meh...this (insert sh*** situation) sucks... I used to have a cigarette when stuff like this happened... I guess i don't anymore? hmmm okay then.  guess I'll just wait a little bit... nope nevermind...feeling passed.  

 

if anything it's been a huge letdown... and if I knew it was going to be such a snoozefest I would have given it up long ago.  guess i'll have to catch the drama on some reality show cause I haven't gotten what I thought I was entitled to when I quit... 

 

 

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Nancy Mentor

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Well, let me see if I can help!!  First of all the blue angels just did a flyover for you...

 

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followed by fireworks..

 

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dancing elephants..

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and a Marching Band!

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did I forget, anything?  Love you, Rachael!!

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lol nancy I meant I thought that I thought it would be harder... more of an inner fight against wanting to give up and have cigarettes...and ive been waiting and waiting and waiting and Im thinking it just hasnt come and isnt going to.. lol it was kind of a joke

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