Back on my feet

[Evelyn]

I put myself on my feet,
no smokes or damned vaping, no more nicotine.
NOPE from my last cig on. I promise this to myself; I owe this to myself
I am sorry I let myself down, let you guys down.
I needed to get a grip.
So here I am, back on the train. 
I CHOOSE to be FREE

[El Bandito]

Great stuff Evelyn.

 

Keep on keeping on!

[Evelyn]

Yup. Not going anywhere

[Doreensfree]

Keep climbing....all the way....you can do this.....xxx

[Boo]

The important thing is to keep that promise to yourself.  Addiction always leads towards self-destruction.  It's vital that we remind ourselves daily that we deserve better than what the cigarette offers.

 

Onward toward freedom Evelyn.

[Sazerac]

you know the drill, Ev.

busy yourself with your guitar.

exhaust yourself with exercise.

rant on.

just don't smoke.

[Evelyn]

I'm friggin irritated, pissed off, annoyed with GKW: I dunno, need a cheer on. knowing you back me up. 
This bitch of a neihbor offered me cigs, teasing you should take what you like I got angry I said you say that one more time I'm out

[Sazerac]

stay focused, Ev.

[Evelyn]

Yup, in my room with soda. I made it through that moment. Anybody have some usefull Joel video's to spit at me to consume? (sorry bit cranky)

[Sazerac]

Ev, this is no joke.  Smoking KILLS.

[Evelyn]

I watched: 'I've relaped and I hate it, from Joel Spitzer

That is one AWESOME video, WHY do I relapse, out of yummy lets take a puff, it will help me, I'm so sorry for me and I just need one: for WHAT. NTAP EVER No exceptions NOPE. I fall for lies, sneaking in my head and not coming over here saying 'hey guys I'm romanticising the fags, gimme a hand.' So snaekky nicotine is I am REALLY happy again, now; I didn't lost anything, I don't need fags, nicotine bleh. I need freedom.

[Sazerac]

[Evelyn]

Loved the last one, about emphysemia is true but if you don't realise it's not YOU who want to smoke but the addiction ;) that made it clear to me