I lost it... got too much...

[Evelyn]

Okay; remember that part of me moving last Monday intu here? Where i piggie skinny girl named Nova arrived on Thursday.... I kinda am a piggie doctor, nurse... and EVEN found a solution to keep horney toad Guus upstairs with bitchy diva piggie Nala... last night 12:00 AM!!! 
Thursday Nova responded VERY enthausiastic - but begotten retreaded, not eating well, no peeying... no poo.. ok you get it. So me as en empath FELT it was wrong, as an instinct I gave her extra water and a bowel thingy- asked her former owner and I kept a cipier eye on my skinny girl, friday afternoon the thought crossed my mind: 'this will probably be a weekend emergency...'
Saturday, yup to the vet same problem Guus had a view months back gas tummy and yammed with poo (not one word Bakon) so packed with meds, 158 euro's lighter I went home, she had gotten 2 injection which one was morfie like... she revived... til afternoon... the whole friggin evening she ate, but hardly no poo, no pee at all...
Today, early morning I felt she was loosing.. I called the emergency vet and she told me to give the 2 tummy meds 4 instead of 3 times a day, I did but she was lifeless so I took a bloody cab and went to the vet again when I got there she had pooped, (peeyed at home) and the vet told me to continue this road. Forcefeeding if needed, 4 times a day tummy meds, twice painkillers and guess what she's started to revive: she's eating, pooping and eating her own feces to get the pro-bacteria in balance and she's now seeping standing... so yes tummy still hurts but she's got a fighting chance 
Got to get out tonite to give her forcefeed oh and yesterday she weight 500 + gram and today 770 gram that is VERY good progress.
And I'm gonna forcefeed her 1 or 2 ml as it also contains fluids IMPORTANT

Then I lost my Xanax and really broke down.. cried, hyperventilating, called my back-up team and I was practicly hyperventilating from crying and she told me to call the Doc from the weekend if I could take a Xanax - with chance already haven it. But sooooo distracted and well I was allowed to and that little Nova better serve me breakfast on bed Thuesday 9 February and I hold in all the vet costs from her pocketmoney.... no Iphone, Netflix or outlandish calls for that girl caz after the moving I only have well 700 left, when i count my saving with it :(

 

Needed to vent. But my point is, even when your skinny is almost dying, or you have to go to freaking vet TWICE weekend tarife or your relationship has a bump DO NOT SMOKE.

The vet was across the street of a coffeeshop where you can buy marriujana well it crossed my mind but I realised it only feel more f#cked up if I'd do a joint IF I had to take Nova down.

So quiters, better catch the hairballs that life throws at you ;) so you can throw them back

 

Nova this afternoon:

 

[Sunnyside]

Well done for coping with all that Evelyn. Glad to hear that Nova is starting to improve in her health now.

[Evelyn]

*swearing* the same piggie in the flat has the same in a beginning stage

[Evelyn]

Ok, very sad... Nova is on the edge / dying; she has an IV and much more.... Guus has a gas tummy, result of his bad teeth (happened before so he's undergoing narcosis tomorrow to fix that... hope he pulls hru - daizy and nala had some gas too, so now I have 4 piggies admitted at the vets from which 1 is uncertain to make it, 1 is tricky procedure and 2 expecting to pull thru  --- for crying out loud PLEASE get better *crying* 

 

Don't die - not tomorrow, on my birthday... don't you dare!!!!

I cry my freaking eyes out, but I still not ******* smoke

[Doreensfree]

Aww Evelyn...very sad...prayers coming your way..xxx

[Sunnyside]

I'm so sorry Evelyn. Sending you the biggest virtually hug I can (((((hugs)))))

[Sunnyside]

I'm so sorry Evelyn. Sending you the biggest virtually hug I can (((((hugs)))))

[IndigoChilde]

Hang in there. We're all here for you. Prayers for you and your little ones.

[Evelyn]

2 are recovered, 1 undergone narcosis and dentists :P and recovering, Nova the one on the edge had a problem underneath really a HUGE painfull blatter infection she's getting antibiotics, pinkillers and recovering 

[IndigoChilde]

Glad to hear they're all gonna be okay!

[Evelyn]

It took too much, to much energy, tears, worries.. I decided to give Nova back to her previous owner and let her keep Guus. Daizy and Nala will be replaced. Also after not officaly being back otgether we decided to tell others... we're back together Daine and me :) I'm heartbroken for my piggies, I know I need the space in my heart for new things, and feel very mixed yp she went out for smokes didn't crave one sec. I'm jusr crying... wish someone could hug me... I know I'm not the one my piggies need still it hurts and am crying