Evelyn, where art thou ?????

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You have not logged in for a day.  And a day can be a long time when your struggling......

 

Please check in with us.  I get worried easily and I need to hear your doing ok.

 

 

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(((Evelyn)))

[Doreensfree]

Talk yo us ....

[Leanna]

Yes Evelyn, it would be good to hear from you again. :) Keep us updated.

 

I'm hoping all is okay!

[Evelyn]

I'm struggling with my emotions and cyclus of nicotine. I haven't refreshed my patch for the second time today so that's good!

But I feel like crying and it hurts, my past hurts. I even hid in bed for two hours. I hate these emotions. 

[Evelyn]

But thank you all for caring so much, to ask for me. 

[Ladybug]

I am so glad you logged in!

[Evelyn]

I did the pledge this morning :P

[Leanna]

I'm glad you're keeping us updated Evelyn! Don't feel alone -- if you need anyone to talk to, we're always here for you. I know it's hard right now, but I can assure you, it does get better. One day at a time. You can do this!

[Evelyn]

It's just the emotional shit that bugs me - a lot of anger - tears and stuff

[Colleen]

Good to see you Evelyn.  Keep your head up!

[Evelyn]

I am :D

[JackiMac]

Good to see you Evelyn, your coping with grief from the loss of loved ones and the loss of nicotine in your life, it will take time for your body to heal and adjust but it will I promise and we are all here in the meantime for you 

[Evelyn]

It's not only grief but my WHOLE freakin' emotional balance must be found back. I think I'm also processing trauma memories.

[Doreensfree]

Aw everlyn,

A huge warm Liverpool hug coming at ya .....

((((((( everlyn ))))))

[Evelyn]

Thanks sweety (((hugs)))

[Frezflops]

hugs Evelyn take it one day at a time and one moment at a time it is all you can do and you are doing it well. Working through emotions and painful past memories is a difficult task but I feel that you are stronger than you think you are and I have faith that you will make it

Wishing you peace and happiness

[Jenny]

((((Evelyn)))))   You are in my thoughts and prayers.  We love ya tons!!  Keep pushing forward.  We're with you all the way.

[Evelyn]

Thanks both of you :)

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Evelyn, I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time if there is anything I could do it to make it easier on you, I would. Please keep close to the board, keep talking to us and remember, BELIEVE, that smoking doesn't fix anything, it just makes it worse Your body and mind are healing and I know it is hard.... But try to embrace the healing.

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I did the pledge this morning :P

 

I smiled when I saw your pledge this morning :)

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I did too. Your fighting the fight and you are winning.

[Jenny]

Our Evelyn is a fighter.  So proud of her.