SOS again

[Evelyn]

I feel awful, side effect from the antibiotics and I feel like 'screw it, I'm gonna smoke!'
It still needs whole week to leave my body and not screw up my body and mind. (I HATE antibiotics)
So I'm ringing the bell again. Sobbing. 

[Tink]

evelyn you said it yourself the antibiotics is sending things all screwy, with all the chemicals in smoking you are going to feel worse

 

go to the doctor and talk to them about the medication and side effects

 

smoking is not going to cure this

 

please go get something nice for yourself instead xx

[Evelyn]

Going to the doctor to tell about the side effects won't help, it will still be in my system for a week.

[John_Doe]

You don't want to throw your quit away now, after 2 weeks smoke-free. Just think about it. You survived 2 weeks, and now because of some chemicals you gonna start all over? Sleep, nap, do something, drink a cup of tasty tea with lemon, eat something, cry. Just don't smoke. The only thing that you'll think after taking first puff" Why have I done it again? It's not worth it. Make it through the day, tomorrow will be easier.

[Still winning]

Take some breaths my lovely.  Everything will be the same apart from your beautiful 16 day quit if you smoke. Call someone to come and talk to you instead, or do something.

 

How about singing, or dancing or walking, or sips of water, or deep breaths....can you do any of that instead?

[action]

Oh no, Evelyn! Look at your beautiful ticker! You are doing so well!

 

It's not the antibiotics making you want to smoke, it's the nicodemon using them as an excuse to try to get you to smoke!

 

Hang in there Evelyn, you can do this, we all believe in you!!!!

 

Hugs

[Doreensfree]

Everlyn...so sorry you having to deal with this....

Smoking is not the answer ...it will only mess your body up worse.....

Sending you hugs xx

[Evelyn]

I know and I have to fight it... this confusion in my head screws me up (side-effect from the antibiotics) and makes me feel really depressed and confused

5 mintues ago I decided to put on my shoes and buy a pack but I came back from it.

IT WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING.
But coping with this chaos in my head I just curse that antibiotics and you know what the rash isn't cured either

[Susana]

Evelyn, you are doing great. You are taking control. Day by day sometimes, hour by hour sometimes, but it is working. Not the easiest of quits, but that is a battle that you are definitely winning.

 

Please celebrate your success and don´t let anything take that away from you. If you feel down, eat something yummy, or have a bubble bath, or spoil yourself a bit. Smoking will NOT make you feel better... you´ll feel WORSE. And you know it... but nicodemon tries and tries and tries again. Please do not let him win. YOU are winning this time.

 

(((((((((((((((((((((((Evelyn)))))))))))))))))))))))

[Evelyn]

Since I can't watch telly without getting upset I fled to my bed. Really dissociated but making it

[action]

I remember something you told me once...

 

 

Will one day turn into

 

 

Nothing is impossible.

[...]

Don't look for excuses Evelyn.

 

Your a non smoker now !!!  You love being a non smoker.  It's just taking time for your brain to catch up.  Keep on going cause your doing great !!

[Evelyn]

Don't look for excuses Evelyn.

 

Your a non smoker now !!!  You love being a non smoker.  It's just taking time for your brain to catch up.  Keep on going cause your doing great !!

I'm not looking for excuses since I do not choose to smoke and use it as an excuse... still have to deal with that shit

[action]

Evelyn!

 

It's been more than 2 hours since your original post.  How are you feeling now?

[Doreensfree]

Let us know how you are doing everlyn.....

[Evelyn]

New day new chances

[John_Doe]

Good to hear, Evelyn. Stay free! :)

[Doreensfree]

That's the way sweetie.....fight....

[El Bandito]

Great work Evelyn. Good fight.

 

Really proud of you.

[jimmy]

evelyn your winning this fight    keep going  never give up   you can  do this   your doing great   proud of you for staying in there and fight  :D :air_kiss:

[sherry]

Hey Evelyn, sorry i wasn't here when things got tough ... but look at how wonderful you did!!...  :D

 

how's it going today hun?

[ArmedNAruba]

how are you?

[Evelyn]

Still quit

[Sazerac]

I'm new here, Evelyn but, I have seen your struggles from afar.

I think you are so courageous to quit smoking.with all you have going on, bebe.

It will give you SO much power and show you how strong and beautiful you are

AND your Pigs will love a smoke free life too..