Yes, NO, Yes, NO, Yes, NO

[Opah]

Yaaaaa Back to being me again !!!!!

 

Hellooooooo  Hellooooooo Hellooooooooo

Anyone out thererrrrrrrrrrrrre Helloooooooo

No No no !  YES YES  NO NO NO

Damn it, it isn't going to Happen  

Thats it NIC  NOOOOOOOOOO I said

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

ANOTHERRRRRR PUFFFFFFFFFF

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Enhance your calm OPAH, Deep Breaths

Ok lets take a walk 

Edited November 29, 2021 by Opah

[Linda]

@Opah  What is going on Buddy?????

Like you have told me before don't cave to the crave!!!

You have come to far for that to happen!!!  

You have got this!!!

[Linda]

@Opah Are you out there????

[Doreensfree]

Opah ????

Do I have to get my frying pan out ????.....

[Gus]

Opah?! That’s one heck of a long walk you are taking! I hope that you survived your crave. I hope that you’ll give us an update soon. 

[Linda]

@Opah Check in with us buddy, hope your walk cleared your head!!

 

[Opah]

Yes Here I am,  It was at the end of a long Blankety shift

Tons better today with the craves, still getting pressed here at work

I get the sig of a good Manager it to take care of all the crap without stressing or stress your staff.  everyone here is stressed what that tell you.

and yes it was a good long walk.

  

[darcy]

glad you made it.  

walking walking walking

 

[Opah]

I got wound up so freaking bad, breath eat some sweets and calm down, then some thing would ramp me back up.  all night it was that way Up and down every thing so quite nothing was stirring.

I would run off to my hunting forum and there again no one was home.

I went to the SOS and stared reading every ones self responses,  Now let me tell you those really helped.  You can tell your self off and not get offended, I think that is one of the bestest, unique, Post here on the Train.  

[intoxicated yoda]

reading the self responses on the SOS board is great idea.  I need to do that myself.  Every time I think I'm getting a grip on this addiction I get bitch slapped by it...and with the pimp hand.  glad you were able to get through it

[Doreensfree]

Everyone here should do a self response SOS....

It's a great reminder ....Of why your here in the first place ...plus reading other posts is a great help too..

 

[KEL]

Yep. Really grateful to those who post when they are struggling. Nothing helps an addict like helping an addict.