Big time changes come with Big Time Cravings

Opah · February 6, 2019

Man I just barely survived yesyerday, the craving was almost fatal feeling. Heavy chest, panic feeling, glom and dome !

Seems come April 5th I will be in the company of the unemployeed in California, turning 60 This month it really sent me

spirolling out of control. Yesterday after waking up and finding out it was not a bad dream the stress started to build.

Up dating my resume, filling out Apps, searching and the gloom continued to build, the want and NEED for a smoke was growwing.

It got so bad at one point I remembered where a 10 dollar cigar was ! All sealed in its glass Tube as fresh as the day it was rolled.

Baby, BABy ! I called and my wife came into the room, There is a cigar on My rifle rack go get it crush it and toss it in the Garbage Please,

and without a word she complied. Thank you LORD Thank you.

Well it was not all bad news yesterday, I received a call about one of the Apps I filled out, a Interview ! YES ! Thats what I needed, I need to be reafirmed that I was still a marketable Item, That My Trade skills, knowledge and training were still a vital asset.

So the first Interview is set for Tuesday 10am, now the research starts.