Gabby

So young :wub:

NOPE for tomorrow

Very wise words

NOPE Made another day

Every time I feel wobbly I am going to come here to this thread and read all your wise words, it will be my personal advise from wonderful people. My non smoking friends.

I'm back on the right side of the fence today, thank you all your posts have settled me back down again I needed to hear all your wise words. I am feeling the love :wub:

NOPE Rain here tonight

Maybe I'm a fraud because I'm still sitting on the fence. And don't have that drive. I still wobble all over the place.

I can't keep coming on here moaning and complaining

It's just my addict brain working over time. I even have it in my head that maybe I'm more addicted than most. HaHa

At the moment I just feel like a smoker that's not smoking at the moment. I have good days, but I just can't be round smokers, I am weak and maybe I always will be. I still go up and down like a yo yo. It just looked like they were so at ease around the table having a drink laughing and talking the sun was out, we were all by the beach. They don't seem to be as grumpy as me and I still haven't worked out the getting stressed part and not wanting one. What's wrong with me I should be all over this now. I do know all the good things smoking brings. May it's because I did it for money reasons and not health. Everybody who I knew who quit has gone back to smoking. And I don't feel included anymore. They don't offer me cigs or anything I'm just always left behind when they go to smoke and I can't go with them because I don't trust myself. I know this sounds sad but I'm not, I am having a hard time making my mind up about smoking and yes you are right I would hate myself if I started again. here's hoping it will just pass.

Maybe I am just wasting your effort and time and I gonna fcuk up anyway

1 month is cool

Why is I can't be round smokers, I have come back from my short break feeling all depressed. I know the cig holds nothing but my brain won't take it in. They all seemed so happy and I felt like a grumpy bitch because I was jealous, the fresh smoke smelled lovely. I know I am suppose to be all over this but I'm not. Sorry I always seem to post when things are bad. If I had stayed one more day on holiday I probably would have smoked. Not really solid in my quit am I. I miss it. And here is some swearing poo bum poo

NOPE

Huge congrats on 1 month

Nope seems funny your all waking up and I'm off to bed.

Great post

Sorry Nancy don't do facebook

Go you clever girl

Well done on 2 months

Congrats

Double awesome

Good onya 5 months is awesome :D

I am back, a weekend with smokers I nearly gave in. But I'm here just. Hope you all had a good Easter.