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I'm back home Bakon. Thank you!

Glad to be over this difficult time & back on board

Marching right along CPK. Not so bad..at least my seat on the train was still warm thanks to good advice.

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Ria thanks so much for sharing your story....not any of us WANT a relapse...ever. When one of us bites the dust so many thoughts race into play. But I am impressed that we All feel it. We ALL want to beat this crazy addiction to be strong & healthy....and smart!

Thanks so much for your story MQ. Very powerful & touching....I am so glad you shared. I am very fortunate I got pulled back onto QT so quickly by the good advice of the support on QT. I am able to sY thd nicotine demon did nog get hold of me....I wanted the strength & smarts to beat it....and fortunately I did. Had I waited & not admitted my failure? I don't even want to go there. I'm a non smoker.

Congrats!!!!

Big cheers fof you TEW! Congratulations!

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Yes!!!! Yes, yes, yes! Thanks Nancy xx

I like the "adopt a smoker" idea CPK. Just someone to PM you or post asking how we are doing during the first 6 months or year. We have to DO this ourselves but a little extra support can't hurt anyone....no one understands an ex smoker like another ex smoker. This site does rush to the rescue when things get out of hand though....We all can attest to that.

I am on the full dose of my new antidepressant now...no problems...strong & determined. Feeling better. Smoke free, nicotine free. I fell down but got right back up with the support on this site. I WANT to be a non smoker & WILL be a non smoker. I have proved to myself I can do it already. What a horrible thing to be a window licker. What a sense of personal pride to win the battle. I will be staying close to the board.

Yes I'm back & probably more determined than ever to NEVER smoke again. Thanks for your support CPK & all those who told me to get right back on the train. I did & I'm holding on tight. I'm feeling relieved the disgusting habit did not take hold of me. Smoking is indeed a death sentence. I was truthful. I was guilty. I was sickened by my weakness. But I am feeling much better now that I am back on track. NOPE rules.

The experience has been perfectly described by you Bakon. It tasted bad, smelled bad & is not something I ever want to repeat. I just wanted to scrub it all away forever in the Shower. I will NOT fall off the train again. It's not worth repeating believe me. And the disappointment & guilt in myself is beyond description. NOPE....stick to it. Being honest has just cemented my Quit even more. Just DON'T DO IT....IT'S DISGUSTING. And after 5 months clean I now know how dirty it feels.

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Nope! Happy 4the of July to American friends!!!

Thanks Marti! I so regret this but yes I have 5 months of non smoking & I'm feeling much better & stronger. I want to not ever look back again. Freedom...love that word!

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I had better get it right way before 35 yrs lol! But thanks for having faith in me!

Holding my ground BAT. Back on the train. Feeling better & stronger today. NOPE all day. I can do this. Just got thrown off the tracks for 3 days but finally adjusting to new SSRI. Thanks for caring.

Congratulations CPK! Well done! So very proud of YOU! Don't forget that you deserve a treat

Thanks so much for the positive thoughts. I do feel better today. Stronger & better focused. Smoke free today. I can do this. Your caring is very much appreciated.