I've been lurking in these forums for a couple of days now, and finally have taken the decision to register. It looks like you have a really good community going here, and some of the posts like the analogy of falling of the quit train are great.
I'm Rob, 29, from Scotland and living in London, and have smoked since my last year in high school (18, so 11 years in total).
Cigarettes have been there through the best days of my life: school, university, holidays, going out drinking and having fun and whilst making new friends.
I've had one attempt in the past to stop which lasted about six months (alcohol, and I was convinced then that I didn't need to smoke anymore as it was so easy at that point not to smoke). This attempt was about 6 years ago.
I've been planning to stop since before new year, and told myself I would as soon as I run out of cigarettes. So, I finished my last pack three days ago and I am officially now a quitter for the last three days!!
It's great timing. I've started a new job so no longer have my old smoker buddies. And - the biggest motivation - I've been promising myself for years that I'd not be smoking by the time I'm 30. That's in six months, and I want to keep my promise to myself!
The first couple of days went okay. A few cravings here and there but nothing I couldn't handle. Short lasting. Outweighed by the happy feeling of my commitment to lead a smoke free life.
Today has been the worst day by far, and it would be so easy and comfortable to smoke right now. But I won't, I'm confident that that part of my life is over now. But ooooh how I've felt crap today. Imagine a craving that's constant has lasted all day. The feeling of being angry and short tempered all day. Uncomfortable, anxious, and feeling like I have a cold, and that I'm itching inside (I imagine this is what having crazy high blood pressure feels like). And I've easten a bucket load of unhealthy foods today - almost binge like - as to replace one bad habit with another.
I guess there is light at the end of the tunnel, but I really hope days like today are a rare occurrence.
And on that note, nice to meet you everyone!!