You're right hford, things will get better. Many of us were tired and had some brain fog. All normal as your body adjusts. I took mini naps, I took epsom salt baths, I colored and ate carrots n hummus...I cried, I read here. Whatever it took to get through those initial days. Saz is spot on when she said to read up on addiction. When you fully grasp how one drag will throw you back into the gutter, you'll also find your dedication and commitment strengthen tenfold. I'm glad you found us! Stay close to the boards and as often as you can.
I get what you're saying about going outside whenever there's a pause in your day. I did the same for years. But not anymore :)
NOPE = Not One Puff Ever
Make the pledge everyday.
