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had a normal dream a couple weeks ago.... i was sitting at work...working away... even in my dream. way too normal. but I think it was a nightmare and not really a dream.

been having some weird vivid dreams as of late... one of them included me smoking an entire cigarette. so strange waking up from something like that. I've had smoking dreams before but haven't had any in a long long while...and I have never actually smoked one in my dream...only had one in my hand or was trying to sneak one....and every time it got to the point of smoking it I'd wake up right before in a strange guilt like panic.... but this time I just smoked the whole thing like it was nothing... and don't even get me started on the other dreams Ive been having... sigh ((is this going to even show up on the "recent topic" list...or will it show up and then disappear 5 minutes later?...I'm watching you MQ!)) :)

I like gangster pic...please use gangster pic

you get a bike wheel I insert the lady doctor appt I have to go to wednesday :(

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ooooo happy birthday Markus!!!!! lets go for a ride and start some trouble!!!

Woah I heard wine party

Omg heyyyy welcome

Welcome welcome

ugh they arent showing up

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need to realize and learn that a cigarette offers you nothing at all. it doesnt fix anything. doesnt calm you. doesnt do anything at all for any kind of situation you are in. Once you know that, it won't matter what situation you get in or find yourself in or what emotions you go through...you will never reach for a cigarette because you will KNOW that it won't do anything at all for you.

http://health.howstuffworks.com/wellness/smoking-cessation/10-things-not-to-do-if-you-want-someone-to-stop-smoking.htm#page=0

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so glad to see you kept the sig

dont apologize to us. Apologize to yourself. I am very sad to read this. where was the SOS?