Michelle - we are all praying that everything is all okay.
My Dad smoked heavily and suddenly was diagnosed with cancer and passed away within like 9 months. He was 57. He said the pain started with a "pain in his gut." The doctors determined it was adeno-carcinoma, which means that the don't know where it started, but it started affecting all his internal organs.
I have always been so scared I have cancer from smoking. Every time I have a little discomfort in my abdomen, I'm like, "Oh my God. I have cancer."
Even recently (August), I went to the doctor. I had them do a full pelvic exam. I was having dull pain on my right side near my ovary. I was so scared. I asked them do every test. They did a full pelvic exam - vaginal ultrasound - the whole bit! Turned out my fibroids are returning (a whole other story), and I have low iron and Vitamin D.
I was so scared. I was thinking to post here to express my worry. I didn't tell anyone - not my husband, Mom or best friend. I just waited it out. Figured I'd wait and panic like a bitch if it was bad news.
My point is that we can't deal with what we know til we know. Try not to worry, Sister, but if there is something to worry about, let us know. We are all so here for you.