Kristin

Onward I go!! :)

Thanks again everyone. Still a bit shaken up today, but much stronger. I keep feeling my addict trying to use this as an excuse to give up, and have had more craves than usual but I am in control here. All I can do is take care of myself and hang on tight to the progress I have made for myself.

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Feeling better, thank you! Finished up my tea and about to shower and sleep now. Still sad but now stronger and clearly seeing that smoking won't help this.

Thanks S. When I help others I help myself, that's why this thing works! :)

I'm sure he would benefit, I doubt he would ever join though. Did I mention yet that I really dislike chewing tobacco? Yuck, yuck, yuck. No more kisses for him.

Cinnamon spice, little bit sweet with some anise in there. It's yummy.

You guys are awesome. :)

Welcome!

Ok, it's ok... I'm gunna be sad and disappointed. That's ok. If I smoke I will be even more sad and disappointed plus stinky. I want to smack him!

That's a good perspective, the attitude he has right now is likely his junky thinking trying to justify this.

It is awful! I was proud of us doing this thing together... ugh!!

He is a stay at home dad... if he's buying it I am buying it. At least he is doing chew not cigs, I really hate the chew so I'm trying to see me smoking in the same light and it's helping.

I don't think I can get to the chat from my phone. :( I went for a walk, I'm having some tea, but I'm still just sad and angry...

Ugggghhhhhh! My dad gave my husband a cigar on Thanksgiving, and ever sense he has been sneaking around buying chew and acting like I don't know what he is doing. It is insulting and infuriating! My gut reaction is screw you I'm having a cigarette then, but I know that really only screws me. I'm just angry. I despise chewing tobacco, and I really don't want to buy it for him. Damn it we were supposed to be doing this together.....

NOPE!!

Woohoooo!!! B)

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I hear ya! I have eaten way to much hard candy, Hershey kisses and popcorn! Or maybe just enough. ;)

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I'm still just shocked and pretty much speechless...

Winning, on both counts. ;)