Lots of questions Gabby..ill see what I can answer...lol..
The not thinking things were as good as you thought, and the having no patients ...well...that's the withdraws from nicotine..i remember in the first few days of my quit, it seemed as though it took very little for my wife to "set me off"...just about anything she said had some sort of a negative effect on me......BUT...i never once let it get the better of me..I kept reminding myself that it was the withdraws talking to me...in fact, I had quit smoking a week before my wife noticed..she was surprised I wasn't more "moody"...I told her I COULD have been..and wanted to be,.. but just bit my tongue and got through it!
And..are you REALLY fat?/...I gained about 20 lbs, but..I only weighted about 170 lbs before I quit smoking...and am now back down to about 180...yes, I am heavier, but I feel SOOOO much better ..even with the extra weight..i needed to gain weight anyhow, so for me it was kind of a bonus :) besides..you will be hard pressed to find a guy who will admit that he doesn't like his lady with a few curves ;) ..most ladies are NOT over weight...they just have a few more pounds than they think is ideal...
and..I agree...why doesn't the "guest" join the site...I know I am guilty of just coming to this page and scanning the topics and not taking the time to sign in...its a pain on the phone, ..but, with the numbers of guest I see on a regular basis, I think they need to sign up and experience the full effect of the Quit Train ;)