Ladybug

a good day indeed! Good for you Aine!

I think our Bakon needs a big hug so a big hug for (((Mr. Bakon))) stay strong!

dahhhhhhhhhhhh we are members of a support board Sherlock :-)

note to myself..send Jen good coffee for xmas :-)

Amy...you have a lot of friends here and they are ALL rooting for you...the whole train is. So, if you can read this, please put me out of my misery and log in and let us know how you are! Just in case you relapsed...oh well, then we start again....you have a whole train of support! Just in case you haven't relapsed and you are smokefree....where the H*E*L*L have you been? And now on a serious note and most importantly.....I/we hope you are fine!

yeahhh...Mr. Ladybug felt so guilty that the grill got a Gazebo and not me...he bought a real one....I almost wet myself laughing so hard...well, the next time I will spend money on something we don't need...guess what..he won't be able to say "peep" lol I tried..I can't ad pics from my computer to the posts...it doesn't work. I copied the pic and say paste and ..."nothing"

Marti..you are very supportive. I know you would be right there and you would have my back..if I would ask for help. We all have bad days...I had 2 or 3 of those myself. Yes.. it will pass...one step at a a time..that's what we do. I am proud of you and so is everybody else here!

Glad you are having a good time, it's good when friends look after you :-)

Key quote: “You’re on your way now but this is no time to dwell on how far you’ve come. You’re in a fight against an opponent you can’t see, but oh you can feel him on your heels, can’t ya? Feel ‘em breathing down your neck. You know what that is? That’s you. Your fears, your doubts and insecurities all lined up like a firing squad ready to shoot you out the sky.”

I think everybody who has the willpower and strength to make some drastic changes...has the "swagger" and I admire all of them. There are so many form of addictions..we found many ways to numb ourselves...it's a long list...gambling, food, drugs, alcohol, Nicotine, Caffeine, pills and many more I can't think of There are a lot of "swaggers" in this world!

I am not little!

Hope everybody is going to have smoke free Sunday! It's a beautiful Day! It's a NOPE from me

Happy Birthday young Man :-)

Congratulations.......Way to go!

Congratulations El Bandito..............I am so happy for you and I am happy you are here :wub: Go out and Celebrate with La Bandita!

too funny!

What a day, I am sitting in my workshop and have to hold back laughter. I am glad it is Saturday and I can have a glass of wine and sleep in tomorrow. Mr. Ladybug had to work today and met with one of his best friends for Lunch. Those two are like little kid, they always build something, fix something, re-build something or tear something down. But I have to say, they take good care of my “Honey-do-List”. Anyhow, they needed some bolts and went to a local hardware store, what’s never a good idea. I call it the “toy store for men”. I was busy outside and in the house when they pulled up. Mr. Ladybug was excited I could tell, he was all over the place, his eyes were sparkling. “Honey, I bought us something”(would have never guesses sighhhh) Well, let’s see what he got, maybe a new watering hose, since we need one? Nope! “Look Honey…they had Gazebo’s on sale”. OK that got me off my feet and I almost fell in the flowerbed………..wow, how great is that? I always wanted one… ”Wow..where is it!” They got the box out of the truck! “Look Honey, I bought a grilling Gazebo”! I must have looked puzzled “you bought what?” “A Grilling Gazebo!” Me “what is a Grilling Gazebo?” “A Gazebo for the Grill” Boom! (I had no idea something like that was even existing) Me aka party-pooper “you are telling me our grill got a Gazebo?” Mr. Ladybug “Yes, so when WE grill it’s covered, we can grill in the rain” (Yes we grill all the time in the rain…seriously?) Me..with really big eyes and hands on my hips “Let me get this straight, you bought a Gazebo for the grill. Our grill gets a Gazebo before I get one? Our Grill will sit in the shade and I will bake in the sun like a biscuit?” (WTF) Mr. Ladybug not so happy anymore “you don’t like it? (you think?) Mr. Ladybug is a Sweetheart and he can get those puppy dog eyes and he knows how to use them “you want me to bring it back?” Well, guess what? Two can play that game..me with puppy dog eyes “NO Babe…if it makes you happy…I can wait” (Boom I go shopping tomorrow ..watch me!) He looked so guilty it was almost comical, as usual I couldn't resist. “Alright then, we keep that damn Gazebo for the damn grill” sighhhhh They are outside building it..it’s actually cute and the right size for a little bench and a small table..maybe a hanging plant. Well, grill I have news for you….you will need a new home this Gazebo is mine! :P

Oh Laura...welcome to the club! You are not a dick..you are a Smokoholic (my own word). Soo...go to bed...you get your spanking tomorrow (it's more fun when you will remember) :-) Sleep well...see you tomorrow and I will try to whisper :-)

Congratulations.........I am very happy for you Aine! Way to go girl :-)

Sue...please talk to us....one of us...all of us.........whatever it is, don't carry the burden alone! If you need to hit something verbally....go for it ..I am here. Tell yourself what you would tell me! We share so many things here, we are "one"!

Sue...talk to us....we are here for you. You can yell, scream, curse, cry, laugh...whatever is necessary and whatever will help. I can listen...so can everybody else here. You are loved and we are very proud of you. You are a very special Lady with a funny English :-) Sue....I am serious talk to us....talk to your quit buddy. Write in your blog or start one, write down what you feel in a post, either here or in the secret section. write it in a PM..just get it out. Sharing means you don't carry the burden alone!