Ladybug

That's wonderful Marti

wow 10 months,,,,that seems a lifetime away from were I am standing. Almost a year..wow

(((Markus))) ich bin so froh Dich hier zu sehen!

I am so glad you are here my scorpio friend :-)

Hello Christa...good to see you!

They make me have a temper, they all changed. I just found out that my husband can be annoying, the dogs are on my nerves, don't get me started on my neighbors and my customers! Annoying ...all of them! Sales people, strangers in stores...all are annoying! Ok that's not all true. My temper is fine, but my patience level went down. Waiting lines in stores or slow checkout lines are killing me. Asking for my ID when I want to buy a bottle of wine makes me roll my eyes for minutes ( that happened to me 2 days ago in a small store in KY..seriously do I look like I might be under age -give me a break) . You just made me realize that I changed! Crap!

(((Bakon))) this is so hard to believe, but I am used to you :-)

oh Crap you made me tear up..love you Ross! I can say crap here right?

here please!

You are beautiful..but I always knew that :-)

(((Jackie))) I am so glad I won't have to miss you!

Now I feel so positive about my quit and my support! I know you guys will be here for me and it feels good to know that! I got my life long ban over there and it feels good! I got a very nice email that they would welcome be back any time, that made me feel good, but it although made me wonder, do I sound like somebody who changes her mind? I was so upset earlier today when I read some things "over there" (love to call it over there sorry) now I feel better. This board here feels like "home" and the timing couldn't be better for me. All the people I love are here, everybody is my friend, not a mean soul in the house...I am so glad you took me in! Thank you! I am although glad that I copied all my posts before I deleted them, it's like a diary of my journey!

Oh Evelyn I am so very glad you are here! :) 2 months ago I quit cold turkey, I didn't plan it, I just decided to quit smoking..out of the blue, just because I didn't feel well that day. I spend my first day in bed with a cold and haven't smoked every since. I had an easy quit so far and I always wonder why? Why do some suffer so much and my quit just felt like a walk in the park. I had 3 or 4 tough days, but nothing dramatic compared to so many others. So what makes me so special? Nothing! It's a mindset. I believe you really have to want it. I started to dislike my habit around 2 years ago. I could feel my age, I didn't like the cough and so many other things. It started to bother me more and more and I thought about my future. I told people that I would quit one day. I didn't know how or when, I just knew I would. I although knew I would quit cold turkey, no help from nothing. Mainly because I watched people around me with the patch, the gum and other stuff and they all still smoke. After 35 years I put them out.....and will never smoke one again. I am done smoking. There is not a cigarette left that I could want, I had them all...no reason to miss one! If I can do it................so can you! I wish I could hug you right now, I could use a hug myself!

Oh thank you! I would have called you MQ anyway :-)

no worries :-) I like it here!

(((Baffled)))

Oh my Gosh it's good to see you (((REZ)))

(((Ron)))

Good to see you here! Love your smile!

Hi DD :-) that's wonderful to see you here1

Like the road runner :-) good to see you here Wiley!

Hello TAC...I like the cat better :-)

Good to see you!

glad you are here!

because I wanted to stay in touch with him .....somehow I started to like this guy! Just heard that he made this forum, so disregard my PM over there please! :huh: Name changes are not fair at all! Very confusing! :wacko: Made me smile!