Hi everyone. I don't really know how to start this...so here goes...
My name is Ron. Some of you may remember me from a long time ago. The QT and QSMB community really helped me quit way back in Dec 2013. Feels like a lifetime ago. I "met" a lot of good people who helped me stay smoke free for over 5 years. I'm hoping you all can help me once again...but this time, quit for good.
You see, I never got to my 6 year quit anniversary. Just a few months before that time, at the end of the night of my bachelor party, I made a drunken decision to smoke. Being drunk isn't an excuse. I wanted to smoke. I messed up, plain and simple. That was 3 years ago in 2018. I've been smoking on and off ever since. So let me be the poster boy of what can happen when you take your quit for granted.
I look around here now and I see familiar names and faces who started their quit around the same time as I did...and while I'm happy to see them, I am also filled with embarrassment and envy because I threw mine away. But that quit is loooonnng gone. I am here today, back as a newbie once again. But this time, I want to quit for good for my 1 year old son. He means everything to me and I want to be around for him as long as I possibly can. Thanks for reading.
Today is my 3rd day going smoke free.