Evelyn

After Karen's topic where she told she fell of the train I reliased I'm starting to romancing the cigarettes too... how do you stop that? Accept saying NOPE. I want to see the cigarettes as my enemy again.

And if I go back I can't remember actually lighting one. But that struggle. The shock, Have I smoked?

It was so weird I bought 2 packs and said I smoke 3 then quit again... my mom wanted one too... NO NO NO I replied!!! Can't remember if I actually smoked but there was a battle going on. Last thing I remember is them tossing away in the garbage. First smoking dream in about 2 months

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Well I pledged NOPE everymorning that did it for me!

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Massive congratulations!

Congratulations!

I don't get your line Bakon. Must be that English is my second language, or that Bakon doesn't speak English ;)

Thinking I didn't need QT, well guess what I won a view battles but the war isn't over yet! So you can expext me to be around more!

Keep you and your sister in my prayers Nancy!

I recently had a huge craving visiting my smoking neighbor (this quit it hasn't been a problem) but I realised I forgot to pledge NOPE and panicked almost, so I said it outloud apologizing to my neighbor, saying sorry have to say this for myself. Kinda weird. I'm working to 2 months and start to relax in my quit, still have the moodswings but I relax and take it for fact I won't smoke no more. So relieved I was after 1 / 2 weeks like I beat it well eyes opener I haven't yet; nicodemon is still creeping around. Trying to get you into junkiethinking. And helps A LOT I don't feed my brain anymore nicotine but the mental war isn't over yet; did I won a view battles hell yea but I have to stay focussed! Don't let junkie thinking caught you of guard...

Mondays NOPE

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Massive congratulations!

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Morning QT, have a busy morning. NOPE from me

I see a day being add to my quit everyday... wanna celebrate 2 months.... time goes slow