Evelyn

I came in all hooked on either cigarettes or NRT gum / patches / spray and f ucked up everytime. You may not know but I was in that cyclus for 10 years mostly with patches.... relapsing bla bla, yada yada... Then I relapsed after going down on patches and I hit rock bottem and said sscrew those patches, gum pills whatever... maybe Bakon and others are right and I am keepingb myself in withdrawals and make my fear giant as a oliphant so I smoked exactly 3 and went from practily step 2 after one day step 3 and smoking 3 cigs... I did it. I faced me fears! I head huge conversations in my head, explaining my one thought was junkie thinkingthe other no I won't take a puff! I usd a huge amount of sugar, as Joel says use juice (can't have juice for my stomach) so figured sugar would do the trick and visited my neighbor on day 1 weaponned with a cola (which contains 6 sugars LOL) and I amazed myself. NOW 3 months has passed and I didn't sscrew it up. Junkie thinking? Yeah! But relapsing is a joice and feeding your junkie thinking is a joice too. So I beat the crap outta my dad who said I would never succeed and now he can stick that cancerstick in his *ss: oh no wait he died from lungcancer, too late for him! But not for me, at least I can try to improve my life and no longer be a freakin' slave. Ok this was my penny... oh and you guys stood next to me and still are. MQ thanks man for believing in me and all the others get a hug. Even Bakon. (can you believe me saying that!)

Short hair, nice !!!!!

Congratulations!!! You're 3 months ahead!!!! I'll follow you!!!

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Might do that... CPK! Last afternoon I saw 2 i was shocked. Right now it's peeying cats n dogs and windy so not going out to the store lol and besides tonight I have a seminar about relations in church :D look forward to that and don't want to waist my concentration, need to devide it LOL

Me too Tracey ;)

clouds

-6 sorry can;t count :P

Õk going to watch epi 3 tomorrow

Present Sir Bakon!

Congratulations!

Good job! Yeah, lowering your AD in these key-weeks isn't a good idea! Lesson learned. You passed the test of others smoking, awesome done!

Making that cat down the ride into the pool, did you find it online or else? Did you make it yourself? Make ME one with guinea pigs LOL

Well done!!!! Congratulations!

Summertime has gone in last night so one hour less today, but still NOPE

Saw epi 2 it's outragious!

It's peeying cats and dogs outta sky, why?

Thanks everyone and cpk; i watched the first episode and it worked :)

lol

NOPE and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I hope you recover soon DD!

Happy birthday :D

NOPE

It pisses me off how they deceive everyone!