Evelyn

Oh and bakon keep dragging me thru

Okay life sucks going thru hell but smoking does nothing accept making my addiction stronger Sat in an bucket with ice. I don't want to be that person. NOPE. NO LONGER

Finished my last one. NOPE. TOMORROW HELL YEAH.

Ross, you support me thru time and one day I'll look back with 2 years in my pocket knowing you and others paved the path. Proud of you

Okay I stuffed up but I'm back in the saddle and as housmates begged for fags at the neighbors and became the victim of their addiction i realise i have a choice: Stay addicted or pull thru and become nicotinefree again. All of you reples convinced me to climb on the train. Am I fragile yes but I will not let this addiction create another problem. junkiehead saw it's chance Saturday, Sunday i had to get a grip and today I am back. Thanks to all of your support, not judgemental replies. That was screwing me up the most, being a looser blowing a 9 month quit. But as i develop and grow new triggers appear, unexpected and i let the junkie in. No more!!! Smoked the last last night. It's noon here. I still have a choice to become addicted crazy or cut the crap and become a free person again. BTW those fags tasted terribly. FYI to all struggling old quiters Thanks for being unique QT members

Thank MQ i did smoke 5 yesterday too but am smokefree today and glad i am

Yes i can Doreen

BACK on track of the train, I cried when i saw your post TEW; i needed a day to regroup i guess

Sorry i was late but so glad you didn't puff

Don't light that one, You are so gonna regret it, I'm a psyckodippletcrisis now and smoking did nothing. I am quiting today. with panick attaks shit and crsis team on my heels. Sorry you're so feeling bad but it WILL DO NOTHING then MORE crap. We all deserve better

First morning smokefree I am going to be firm and no matter what NOPE (I'll stick close to the board) NOT ONE PUFF EVER (just for today)

NOPE

True babs

Thank you for lovingly caring. My arm is healing with antibiotic and it wasn't a heart problem. Really this week sh×t got me stitched up and relapsing but I'm done beating the crap out if myself. It was a new smoke trigger. And I'm BACK ON THE TRAIN I know I can do it.

I feel, such a loser. REALLY?!?! Loose a quit in the tenth month???

Yes back after a third. J commit NOW. NOT ONE PUFF EVER.

After ECG and on a lonlyness ****** up place I smoked 2 d#mn cigarettes. No its no joke. Yes it tasted awful. Does it contribute to my infected arm no. and it neither takes away loneliness. Caught off guard. Addiction was dragging and I came a long Sorry to disappoint you...myself... **** it I am so pissed with myself

NOPE no matter what

Great job gabby

NOPE

Still not smoke

AWESOME cpk

NOPE

NOPE