Evelyn

Thanks Door and ExTex. Tough afternoon, I felt like having just one. I was like 'NOPE!!!' Then I felt you're not worth it, you can smoke anyway -the usual nicodemon excuses; I replied 'The hell I'm worth it, NOPE!!! NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. I am more then worth it to guard this quit and love myself!' So now I'm eating my first dinner in a month :huh: and got an important lesson from my therapist; people who screw you over, don't even deserve your attention... drop then, ignore them... focus on positive healing :lol: So here's my wise lesson.

I was tense, so I did a meditation to open and cleanse my chakra's

eurodance ;) my teens

So I watched two others start a topic like that, figured could be a good monitoring to catch or see 'slips' coming up, and prevent them. Ok, 3 days today. Bleh, Not really awake, Hadn't thought of a cig at all, first in the morning is picking up my phone and starting the NOPE pledge. I hate it when I'm awake so early and it stays dark so long, like I'm waking up WAAYYY too early. Therapy today, always am cranky bout that <_< funny T quit smoking to caz of health issues and 'he doesn't like it anymore', lol Well yesterday I worked in the walk-in and it was awsome, so totally crossed my boundaries with my hip but I figured if I stand and walk and shift the boundarie a little, my muscles get stronger and it won't hurt as much. I did bar shift 2 and a half hour, with a few times of sitting down jeesh I was tired afterwards :D but so satisfying and many ran outside for their shot, I didn't have to feed my addiction. :wub: LOVED my job. And they told me I sparkled :D and besides window licking it is very satisfying to be usefull in the society B) OK, that's it for now.

I was out, obliously

I use a mans deodorant / which they have in eau de toilette too from Axe, Excite

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NOPE

Plus without coffee I have the temper of drunk, hangover bad ass lioness so yeah I need coffee

I can't quit coffee either... I can cut back but I need some... Caffeine or I'll sleep all day due mess lol

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NOPE!!!

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Good job Jackie

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Did a workshop over there today comic drawing; very cool. Very inspiring

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Exactly ;) -15

Sorry wasn't awake <_< :D -13

Whahaha bakon you almost made me choke in my chewing gum. :rolleyes: And I prefer women who are REAL! And I expect our dear Stu to speech

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Yeah, well already taken.... I got to do the talking :P