Evelyn

Not watching lol

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I went to the smokers balcony. And the penny dropped... They even admitted it: they smoke and because they're addicted. Not because they LIKE it. It smelled.. They're jealous at me. and I'm just fackinv hungry so I ate a sandwich Problem solved

NOT ONE PUFF EVER

And I did an SOS to make sure I don't let myself deceive by the smokers pack on the clinic lol. I'm still not fully stabile do I'm proud how I manage. Either post one time to much then one too viea

I went to thethe other livingroom not do smoking related and I feel relieved. Julie I have only my smartphone with me. But I'm proud of how I manage

My medsmeds are all in place. They make me hungry which increases my mental craving for a cigarette This is torture. PLEASE tell me it will pass. How can I distinct them. I know I wanna smoke cZ I feel shit. Don't sshuff me aside like I'm so experienced Caz right now I need all your support I hate it here I want to be busy. THEY are all busy keeping their addiction on. I just wanna cry. ******* smokers

I'm getting my hunger and cravings back. Still in the clinic. I watch half of them smoke like a chimney on the balcony I felt like is it yummy or fun I don't get it. I feel lonely. I know I just unrafled junkie thinking It's not ME who wants to smoke but my addiction. The hunger cravings leaveleave me mixed up the king I want a smoke... NO I get frigging hungry from my meds and I'm kicking assads if you account I'm in a clinic feeling crap I do finefine SMOKING IS NOT gonna HELP

NOPE

I can truly say I'm one tough cookie. NOPE

Not all medicine lol

Despite not all mess. Throwing up with blood in my 3th day NOPE

NOPE

No sassy awnser from the Sarge

NOPE

Great I'll remember to let that note pinned on my coffin

For the rest of this shitty day. NOPE

Yup

... where's everybody??? Hardly any posts... Miss you all..

Yeah us Chicks rule you know!

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Morning NOPE have a great day

Huh

Jeesh, are you friends al so back from the 60 or even 50's? I'm from 1983 I feel like a puppy here :P