Evelyn

What's new? You're the village idiot here :P

NOPE'd myself through the cravings. At first I felt like 'oh they can smoke', all day... then, better go inside.... wait: 'Do I wanna smoke all day and imagined the taste and inhale and...' YUCK. Not ever again, I tried, no way NOPE!

No just junkie thinking, arrived yesterday at the halloween party and 2 were smoking I stood there with my nose on top of it, first time since my quit. I was like 'oh my nose, my receptors aren't smelling this..' Guess the fact I woke up craving a cig that morning, was a little sucker too ;)

Hurray! It's a NOPE!

Pulled through well ;)

All day long craving grrr.

NOPE!!!

I dreamed I wanted to smoke, then I woke up

The other times, I was afraid of failing, also afraid of success, now not anymore.

Oh Saz, you're such a hun. In fact me being NOPE Queen, give me the kick under me *ss to come here every day, NOPE and stick with it. My fith with sugar is AAAAARGHHH. Mindfcck!! Makes me crave for cigs when I cut back on sugar so no candy lol or soda, NO! Seriously, I've said it a couple of times. I had to TRY to be a REAL friggin smoker, those weeks and find out; I can't be one and in the end, don't want to be a smoker anymore. I found out, No 'just one' easily attacks me now anymore, as easy as before. I've unraflled lots of lies. Of the past, of addiction... of the faith that held me down... threw it all out the window. Oh I have batshth days but I expose myself to triggers so I LEARN not to fear it ;) like Halloween :) Oh and my hamster and I are bonding so lovely :D :D :D she's so cute... and the guitar goes well too. All by all, not going bad. I'm quit smoking and had some cravings today but when I see the dive into the smokersroom (and I smell it) I'm 1 tiny sec, would I? NOPE Bleh it's nasty not worth it at all, let them suffocate themselves I rather keep breathing for a while :D

Yuck

NOPE

NOPE!

NOPE!

It's a big fat NOPE Morning y'all!

Hmmm, I did get infected gums after 10 months :) last time

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Do NOT feel bad for posting post as many times, rather then lighting a cancerstick, ok, capiche? Hey, I'm one of the oldies and I just have 1 month and a week on my counter... I did SOS too remember? I felt stupid too, but rather feel stupid then BE stupid because you did something stupid like lightin' one ;) You girl, don't realise it; but you are tough!!! You fell a lot of times of the QT, like me but you know with tough cookies-- they are tough and once they've got something in their head- they do it- the right way! You girl, are like that! What did someone said that made you feel like that? Do not be ashamed to even SOS after 3 months or 6 or 9, remember ArmnedNAruba he SOS'ed a few days before one year NOW he's quit 3 years; Anniverseries also can trigger a feeling 'oh, will i fail? of will i never EVER smoke? Or fear of succes / failure. I had that; fear of succes. Don't be frightenend, we are all here :)

LOL you guys did see it's birds flying outta feather, symbolising freedom :P

love this one

CONGRATULATIONS :D

Lol yeah I am. And I am determined

NOPE!