Holski

ROFLMAO! That was awesome! :D

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Oh Susana Banana. I really don't know what to say. We both have been on this freaking roller coaster from hell for too long now. If everyone else can do this, so can we. I know that when things are good is when I am in the most danger. I know that may seem weird to some but it is the false sense of youth and fun that is associated with smoking that is in my mind. I get to feeling like a teenager that is going to go crazy if I don't see my friends. That kind of feeling. Very strange in that I'm 42 years old. WTF? Anyway, I am re-training my brain and in the meantime not smoking. I like what was said about not making it long enough for the good stuff. Or something like that. The longest I've had is 6 months so for me, I hadn't made it out of no man's land, in my opinion. Somehow I am just not going to smoke because all of the stuff that makes me feel like smoking is gonna kill me and I really don't want to die from this disease. I was reminded of a saying in AA, "Don't leave before the miracle happens." So, I don't want to leave before the miracle happens. Meaning I feel good in my own skin as a non-smoker. I am totally rambling. I just want you to know I care and I am always routing for you and we deserve to be non-smokers that aren't miserable being non-smokers. Everyone here loves you and wants you to succeed. (((Susana)))

Quoting Marti: "Jeez, I think about downing a tub of ice cream most nights but I know this will equal a huge butt so I choose no to that too haha." Yeah, well now I need a board for that! ;) Marti, I love this post. You are doing so well and are an inspiration. I so appreciate your posts. Happy 1/2 Year Old Train Rider Day! :D

Welcome aboard the Quit Train! :D Congratulations on quitting smoking!!!!! :D

YAY!!! rosswhoplaysitforwardbyhelpingeverybodyallthetime! 11 months is amazing!!! I'm so happy for you! :D

Hoooooray!!!! 6 months is totally awesome! Keep rockin' it! :D

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I'm just glad to still be smoke free. So to quote something quoted to me my someone who was quoting someone else..... Sometimes I want to murder my husband with an axe. But I don't because I'm not an axe murderer. HA!! Sometimes I want to smoke but I don't Because I'm a non-smoker!!! YAY!!! Thanks quoter. You know who you are. ;)

Best team ever!!!

I am borrowing this from El Bandito for mine!!! Hols, Really? You are being a TOTAL drama queen f'ing baby!! Ok, Bask to basics. Deeeeep breaths. Drink water. Eat candy, especially gummy bears and chocolate. Remember the relief you get at night when you made it and didn't smoke. Breeeeathe! Smoking isn't cool, it isn't going to bring back some fun past event. You don't even know which smoke may be the one to trigger a horrible disease. GROW UP! Now give yourself a big hug and go to sleep early. :) Oh, and "Now go do something else and stopping being a plonker."

Wow guys and gals and....creatures... Thanks each and every one of you so much for these powerful posts. I can't thank you enough. Really! I went to be at about 8:30 last night. As I was lying there, I realized how grateful I was for not smoking yesterday. I have been in that position before and didn't make it. I need to get up the courage to watch Jimmy's post, though. I'll do it today. In the meantime, I'm not leaving the train this time! :) XOXOXOXOXO!!!!

I'm not going to smoke. I'm going to go give my son a bath. then I'm going to put him to bed and then I'm going to bed too. Stupid, damn, nicotine and cigarettes. Thanks again everybody.

Call the waaambulance. I am feeling like a special snowflake right now. I know better but I just feel like I will never get this. I feel like I'm missing out on something. Mind bleeeep is what this is. Course' if I keep relapsing, I will never get this. Alright, alright. I want to be like the lady in Beacons' post. The 70 year old healthy one.

OK, I'm going to look at the links for a bit. I think it is the change of seasons. That is my guess. I'm tired of this stupid addiction. I'm sick of it rearing it's head. I hate it. Thanks you MQ & Beacon. :)

I just got home from work and the whole way home I kept thinking how I want to get one on my husband's cigarettes and smoke it. It is the back and forth tug of war going on in my head. Serious battle. I don't know what I want right now so I figured I'd better get my fins to the board and post. I am missing smoking very much right now. Boooooo!

Waaaah! That was really touching! Bless you and your family. :)

BEACON!!!! Congratulations on 1 year, my friend. Now have a giant glass of wine and give yourself a big hug! :D

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Wow what a show! wooohooo! Lots of smoking around but none from this shark! Feels good! :)

I'm taking yall with me. No smoking for me! Xoxo

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Hahahaha! Exactly! Not worth the consequences.

MQ posted this in another post and I need to put it somewhere that I can pop in and see it easily. ****"It doesn't matter if you feel like you want a cigarette, have a craving or a shitty day, the choice is always there."***** It may seem obvious to some in fact is sounds obvious to me but to my addicted body... it isn't. Hehe. Silly body!! Not one puff ever. It doesn't matter how bad you (me) really want a cigarette. You don't smoke. Period. Period. Period! It. doesn't. matter. You. don't. smoke. (((Holski)))

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