Holski

Oh my gawd this is too true! "poke" "ouch"!

Thanks again, all. Today is the day as I originally posted this last night. I got up right away and got on the computer. Well, after getting my coffee. Anyway, I beat the stupid just have one voice to the punch. :) MQ, thanks. I don't know why I need permission to still crave smokes and not smoke. But I have permission. Also, growing the hell up will help. I'm not a kid in my teens fighting the system. I'm a 42 year old shark that wants to live to see his boy shark have kids someday. Deeep breaths. :)

I'm not smoking today. No F'ing Way! :)

Thanks Jengels. :)

I smoked. I started on Saturday morning and my new quit day is tomorrow. I have not been able to get the whole "it really does nothing for you" straight in my head. It makes sense logically but I was still missing it. I had to force it, really. I thought about all of you and immediately pushed that thought away. My head still associates smoking with fun and barbeques and youth and freedom. It isn't though. I'm really sad because I like all of you so much and I feel dumb and like a broken record. MQ, Jenny, Babs, Colleen, Nancy, Action, Sarge, I know I'm missing some names here. I'm just nervous. Beacon!! Waaah! Lame. Thanks for being here.

Hi cute girls. I'm gonna do my post of shame now. Geez. When I say geez, I mean Ugh, I don't want to. ;)

Woohooo! Right on,Jengels! 8 months is excellent! :D

Hoooray! This is totally cool! Congratulations Colleen!! :D

Great Job! Yep, each crave you get through makes you stronger. just one foot in front of the other. :)

I'm not smoking today. N.O.P.E.! :)

Right On, Rachael!! Or as I think of you, leahcaR! Fantastic on 6 months!! :D

WOW, Gem!! 8 months is crazy cool!! B) Congratulations! :D

YAY DD! 4 months is Freakin' Awesome!! :D

TAC! You motorhome is coming?! YAHOOO!! Oh, and good job on the not smoking thing. J/k, Both are awesome!!! :D

Congratulations on 4 months!! Fan-ta-bu-lous!! :D

(((Action))) Thank Goodness!!! :D Yay!

Great Job, Evelyn! :D

This is GREAT!! Congratulations on 7 months, Sue! :D

Woooohoooo! Girl, I am so happy for you! Congratulations on a great year! Proud of you! :D

I'm not smoking today. N.O.P.E.!

Hoorah!! Congratulations!! :D

Triple digits are cooool! B) Congratulations!

I'm not smoking today. N.O.P.E.!

HOOOORAY! Julie, this is wonderful! Congratulations on 3 months!! :D

I'm not smoking today. N.O.P.E.!