@DenaliBlues So sorry for the loss of a loved one❤ Good job posting
your feelings. I can so relate to everything your saying. You are not alone!!
But I know you that smoking will not change any of the hard things that happen
in life. I can tell you that is what caused me to throw away my year quit and nothing
changed, except I was so angry at my self a the issues that were stressing me out
were still there. Plus more!!! You can do this you are very strong and have made it so
far. Don't give in to the beast!!! I can tell you its normal to feel the way you do I'm right there
with you!!Use your tools and the great people here!! Hang in there, just don't smoke!!!
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