Linda

Maybe your quitting experience was not miserable, good for you that it might not have been.But as far as hardships and discomfort you have no idea what mine are.

I don't have the answer Jill, not sure where my head is today quite sure not where it should be

Maybe not sure what I'm doing

Thanks you guys not sure what I want or need at this point

I am struggling this am and think I need to back away from the forum for now. The group has been so supportive and shared their journey with me , but I need to deal with what is going on with the issue with me. Need to figure this out. Thank you all

Nope

Congratulations!!!!!

Nope!!!!!

Ok got up this am for whatever reason I really want a cigarette. Made my coffee and then took my shower. It really sneaks in there. I know I'm very early in my quit. So trying to push through it

Keep up the good job you've got this!!!!

Nope

Love this one!!!!

Love this song Jillar

Judi it is really difficult with the pandemic, I feel your pain the struggle is real. Get on here and post your feelings. There are a great bunch of people that are willing to listen and help with your journey. You are doing great 30 days is wonderful

Oh Jillar when I lost my husband to cancer that song had just come out and he was a non smoker. And he did live his last 11 months like that. Wow that brings back memories.

Awesome job Jim !!!! Congratulations

I am feeling better today. The emotions are still seemed to be high. It usually take slot to upset me and I don't usually cry unless I'm really angry.Not sure why, I'm usually pretty tough skined been through to much crap and had to be to survive. But thanks for asking Jillar.Have had some family hardships and loss of a close friend, but I am normally the jump in and take control person.

I thought it wasn't but today has been the worst I havehad days were ok I want a cigarette but was able to tell no you don't do it

I know its up to me to make the choice to or not to

Trying Jillar thanks

Wow I just posted my almost 30 days,and here I am having a difficult day and night need some help over the bump

Shit I thought today was the 8 my ticker says 30 days oh well almost there lol

Well I made it to my 30 day quit have had some good days and some bad I'm sure like everyone else. This last week has been very difficult with some personal hardships. But smoking or not they would have been hard. Most all of my friends are non smokers and really don't understand how hard it is. So the only ones that do are friends that are going through or have been there. Emotions are high so its easy to be hurt by some. So I have to remember this to shall pass, I'm not a person that cries easy, but I sure have been lately. Feeling like I'm not the confident, well adjusted person I use to be, and I'm hoping friends can understand and if they can't I can't change that. Hope the road gets smoother as I travel this journey. I guess I should have said this was Sunday rant. Thanks to everyone here

Thanks I really wish I could get that burned into my mind

Ok I know crap happens, but it seems like lately its all at once. Feel like I'm being put to the test like here is some more bad news can ya handle this???? Oh ya and don't smoke.well I'm about at my wits end with it. I realize there is always stuff going to happen.I was up at 5 am and got dressed and actually drove to the gas station to buy cigarettes. Then I'm like what the hell are you doing. It was 1 degrees out side snowy and crappy The insanity of it all. I did turn around and come home without cigarettes. Knowing the bad news was not going turn into good news after I smoked that cigarette. My daily rant for Sunday