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000 but this ones for you Doreen...

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Oh no, look at those chicks go. -15

NOPE!! 7 day a week work schedule sucks. But enjoy my NOPE time and check in.

2 on our way to 20

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Support and camaraderie with friends.

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Yea pretty shocked. Felt somewhat lost!!! Sure enjoy what this forum and the connection's provide... Hey there QG...

000 Trying to upload a spanking file but the site wont let me? So consider this a chick's butt slap. SWACK!!

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It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop... Albert Einstein

Ha Ha Ha , perfect for the moment Mac....

Nice job @Dejvis93 crushing hell week is a feat in itself. On to heck week!!! Just keep it real, stay happy and laugh at that old Nicodemon.... Tell it and those addiction craves to shove its pile of crap somewhere else. Then move on forward to the next big clean breath and that next happy smile of accomplishment. Great job. KTQ

Back from my cabin, Cooper is wet and I am relaxed. Something from my Angina group kind of emulates our quitters environment also.

Well. Just got back from a heart procedure after 2 major attacks, (again). In my heart looking around and nothing accomplished.... came home after days of bull-shit. Wife picked me up in the smokey car with her cigs in her purse, got home to have 2 thought's of smoking last night!!! Being pissed off at the system and exposed in the vehicle caused these thoughts that really haven't been present or powerful in a very long time.. Dam addiction and that fricking demon... Being a heart patient that is always close to attacks and the certainty of death from smoking is and has been a great deterrent for the cravings. But the smoking bitch was even now trying to work on me. This is about a month of being attacked from all sides with physical and sickness issues, then that demon bastard decides to raise its lowly head and test my resolve.. WTF Guaranteed I will win the battle but even testing me has me pissed off. Always remember depression, and anger can open the door to thoughts of defeat and allow that Demon bastard a foothold. So be truthful to yourself, alert and always find some happiness. Even during extremes there is a thought process or activity that can lead you to a smile. Find it!!!! Don't worry.......Be Happy.. Ok done with the rant, going to my cabin to sit by the river and watch Cooper, my golden, take a swim. Everyone KTQ Cheers Stew.

Nice battle beginning,,, think I'll join in.

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