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Stewbum

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  1. Wait....Wait I will continue just can't type because Iam laughing too hard!! Denali....... Little did we know that the terrestrials were very fearful of FLYING POO, they know if they made contact with any POO it may....
  2. I have been doing so well, the thoughts and cravings have become surprisingly easy and a fairly rare occurrence on a day to day basis. I knew that something was going to disturb my "seemingly" easy pace and put pressure on my humble thoughts. I own an Aluminum boat building, specialized equipment design and fabrication business of 45 years. Well today it started in early morning when I decided to go out on the floor and help out with some welding. I put on my common garb that consists of a sweatshirt and a Carhart heavy vest, picked up a welder, it only took me about an hour of very easy " what we call gravy welding"! From the start i was having cravings and blaming the process of the work, the smoke from the welder, crap they were brutal. I would pick up my helmet and just say man I want a cigarette!!! Well after this I got a call and went to a project in the field. I grabbed the shop truck and took off.... all the way for 3 hours there and back fairly constant cravings putting on the pressure. I ate a whole bag of sugar free Jolly Ranchers! What the hell is wrong.... Well I figured out how to solve the problem.... no not pick up a nasty stick and smoke it! For months in my office, I have been involved in drafting a new hull design and the equipment to go with it. Fairly complicated all electric vessel 70' long by 24' wide. This has been since before my quit, I haven't worn my welding gear for probably 6-8 months,,.. (yea your getting it aren't ya). Yep even though the gear didn't smell horrible it did have a faint odor of cigarettes, didn't really even notice. This is not a regular jacket it just hangs with the welding gear that maybe gets washed 3 time's a year. So then I jumped in the shop truck (that I used to smoke in), again not horrible with cig smell but it is there, old habits and surroundings, just didn't put 2 and 2 together!! Got seriously pissed off that that nicodemon was so frickin hard on me and wtf was this brutal day. There were lots of little, almost subconscious reminders that I would like a smoke.!!! Well when my son said at the end of the day how could I handle driving the shop truck because it still smells like cigs......... Me be a dummy!!!!! Yep I had the constant smell picking at my mind and the nicoman addiction talking crap. Funny because if I am around someone that's smoking it has no effect, but this constant little unexpected faint odor, that was mine from the past really put a powerful almost overwhelming charge in my addiction... Wow. Tough day but >>>-------------------------> I win. Cheer's and Be Happy.
  3. Roll up my pants and run for high ground. Then when I tripped....
  4. the less you cry......................(Lany) If I could sing like that I would...
  5. Stewbum

    chicks or sticks

    I see the battle is brewing... 8
  6. Congratulations Sazerac wonderful accomplishment. And the best handle ever. Cognac or Rye? I hail from just north of New Orleans, I think my baby bottle was spiked with de Forge Cognac..
  7. Slap him for what he wanted me to do, and then he asked if I would..... (Ha Ha lol)
  8. LOL, You all are so special and this site is absolutely a life vest through this journey.
  9. Thank you all very much. Just stopping by at work, sure enjoy the comradery. Cheer's Stewpot...
  10. Stewbum

    chicks or sticks

    LOL. For some reason there is a childish happy side appearing. Could this be from quitting a 50 year addiction? Whatever it is--- Don't worry be happy. 2
  11. Stewbum

    chicks or sticks

    Doreen,,, where are you Doreen. 20
  12. play twister with the chicks. Then when playing spin the bottle...

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