Vivianne

Approaching 24 hours! Mood: Mostly positive and highly energetic with little swings towards the negative side and the " &#$^$ FYA!" thoughts But I am still standing! *yeah yeah yeah* Anyway, my mind is racing as is my body (I might need to up my adhd meds.. ) I tried naptime, but that didn't agree lol So here I am just rambling on and on and on.. I have nothing to tell, but time to kill I am pledging my NOPE again here for today - I have told my dad today about my pledge and my plan, and he was very proud. He suffered a stroke and had a double bypass this year... but he did quit immediately - he is one of my heroes. Gonna see the boyfriend unit this afternoon, he doesn't smoke, he never did. But he did a lot of research on the addiction topic and he is very understanding and supporting. Yeah this works! Deep Breaths, sip of water, music, singing, dancing... this moment will pass too!

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Hi Axyz! Well we all know how those relapses are... and good for you that you are not going back to smoking! - but- make a plan, you don't want to fall into that same pit over and over again.. (which will guarantee a relapse) Stay closer to the forum and commit!

Viv- No no no no no no no no no no no nope nope nope.... there is no need... it doesn't calm you down, it doesn't add anything to your life, the best things in life need work so this is good for you! " I didn't come this far just to come this far"

My to do list is shrinking rapidly Renewed drivers licence ѵ Got groceries ѵ Got new car tires ѵ Paid the bills ѵ Clean the kitchen...... And that JAC thing works like a charm! I felt really silly in the car, but it works.. so HA!

Haha no... just got my drivers license renewed

Waiting in line at cityhall... bluhhhhh

lol @Boo - of course I meant start again, not buy another pack, not take another puff ever Thank you all again for the warm welcomes!

Yeah.. I am! Just having a hard time waking up lol How have is your day so far Doreen?

Goodmorning all!

Oh yay!! Thank you! (Yeah yeah I am putting my phone down and am going to sleep... *promise*)

Off to bed! Goodnight all! (Note to self: find the random shout out topic)

Hahaha this is awesome 😛

YES!! What a great team effort! Well done.. it was a pleasure

Thank you @jillar. I feel like I am bouncing of the walls, but in a positive way! And I know this will change... but right now I am really happy!

-19 Come on ladies!!!

It's still the 7th here, but I will already pledge my NOPE now!

Thank you Jillar! Your air cigarette is quite famous by now.. I've seen it on the forum a couple of times, so I will give it a go!

Figuring out where to put what on the forum 😛 And sipping water every time my junkie mind wants to seduce me to "come over to the dark side" AND getting really annoyed by one of my cats who only finds me very interesting when sitting behind the computer and decides it's great to stroll in front of my monitor and back again over my keyboard.. Oh the joys of being a cat own...slave

-17 Here we go chicks!!

-12 Naaaaaaah... let's not! No rest for the wicked!

-13 @mightyboosh waiting for dinner to arrive, so not really

Thank you for your welcome! I am so excited that I joined! Yes! Found the games! Now let's slap some sticks!

-13 And now with ticker!

-11 Hell yeah! I have a craving to defeat so bring it on!