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Nope because the will is greater than the challenge!

An accomplishment to celebrate. Hope to follow your lead!

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Do you have a stick? I thought us chick subtracted the stick

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13????? Now I'm cornfused. I think @notsmokinjo posted at the same time I did.

15 I am a slow bear - took me a while to figure this out.

@Kdad that is the way to do it. Just stay stuck on that nope. I think that void you are talking about was the cigarette reward you gave yourself for mowing the lawn. Maybe fill it with a beer or ice tea. I am having a hard time with that reward thing. I always relaxed with a cigarette after a chore or project. Now I am at a loss to reward myself with something. I was holding out to hit my husband up with something big - like diamonds or a trip but I do think it is important to reward ourselves in some way each day.

Good for you. That is the kind of thinking that will get you through. Stay close and promise nope and we can do this together.

Okay a recipe would be nice. They look like hard boiled eggs, breaded and fried.

Those actually look quite interesting. Never seen them before.

Well I did not want to be the party pooper but I'm glad I finally posted. It is a comfort to know that it is normal to feel like crap ? I should have known better about posting because you do all make me feel better. I know I have confidence in my quit but I did think I would feel better by now. I do have a very complicated life right now and I know that plays a lot into the way I feel. Oh, And a heads up to all, I will definitely need support the first part of October. We will be getting the whole family together for my dad's 90th birthday and I can't tell you how many nuts there are in the family tree and how these nuts push my buttons. ? Thank you all for jumping in and lifting me up. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. If not, I will give a shout!