Opah

Bless your dad , you and yours.

OK I can see said the Blind Man ! We are looking at planting a couple acres of Barley, not to Harvest but more as a feed plot. seems to be winter / summer barley, feed, malt and grain Barley, mixed varity seed ?? Looking at KISS, Keeping it simple seed. But have hear of Feed Barley seed, that will reseed it self, any info on them ?

You Don't Smoke Anymore.? With a resounding NOPE he replied ! I Do Not Smoke ! and it feels good, it is a Challange. We all face challenges in our lifes, its the way we face them that make the difference. just like this Kid, he;s been dueling with his Challemge all his life !

Hey you Guys ! The aventure continues, 6 days nicotine free

Good Morning Folks: Great weekend on the sanctuary with the wife. Yes at the Ranch we are looking at wild boar, Cows, deer, turkey and such got to get this screen brighter ?

This is the smile of a nicotine free 6 day old !! for some reason my screen is dark can barely see what I am writing. sorry ?

Getting ready to get off work and go Home Pack the truck, jump in with the wife and off we go. I will be away from computers and cigerettes, Can't smoke what I do not have. So next time we converse I will be OPAH of 6 days so close to completing Week one. No more nicotine in my Body, and Hopefully this emotional roller coster wil be done. I do remember it from last go round. So you all have a simply Marvelous week end, enjoy, Laugh, sing and dance even if it only with your Cat,, dog, Rabbit take the time.

Blessed are my greasy hands, The grasp on to and hold Strong, yet can be as gentle as butterfly kisses from a child. My Hands are as my Brothers hands were, My Hands are as my Fathers hands were. God I miss their Hands, this says it as good as I could

Hey girl you are a day ahead of me and Doing great, Yes it is still up hill but you have a Full head of Steam and are rolling strong !

I love starting my day with that video, Just warms up my insides and brigs a smile to my face that lasts most the Day. GOOD MORNING, SUNSHINES !!!!!

Getting ready to plant a couple acres of Barley, basicall a food plot for the animals. Any Farmer Jans or Johns quiting smoking. ?

Thank you Chris and Good day to you ! 3rd day started and felling better on the drive into work. Time for some coffe. I have work waiting so it will be a busy good morning for my quit

OK its minutes now, Carl is in and just for a second I thought smoke break, hopefully I will help Carl in his quest for a smoke free life. But for now its all about me me ME, this is all my time at least for three weeks. So Thank you all for your support today, and I will see you tomorrow.

Getting long in the Day, it feels like the air in my lungs is heavy. Been nidling on some tangerine slice and my Ricola drops. I am good and not in danger of smoking, I cant smoke what I don't have. But really getting the urge crawl into bed and pull the blankets over my head and peek out at the TV. Home is safe, never smoked in side and very seldom outside it is and has been my NO SMOKING ZONE. 2.5 hours I'll be on my way. until then Deep breathes and two, three or so ricolas. I need some wethermans hard carmel drops.

Here we go after getting my hindny kicked, I am back, Lets Do it !

Thank you, Made it through the morning Drive traffic was such I really didn't have much time to think about smoking, first part of the morning at work is managable, enough coffee, Ricola's and busy work to navigate my self away from the PATIO. The next four days xhould be a really good deal, Taking the Wife up to my Wildlife refuge Friday Saturday and Sunday. I never smoked around her when it was just us and had no problem doing so. Isn't that wierd, I could go Hunting for 4 or 5 days without smokes, I could be with my wife kids or grand kids and not smoke, but now that in my head I have said this is it, aint going to smoke no more, the mind, the adict mind is fighting back. Well all I can say is I have started this Ball rolling a several good notes, the Holidays were good to me. started out with My usual bah humbug and the crap that comes with that atitude, the things that go wrong and the when will this end sinario, then the Day before Christmas The axis changed in my universe, things I couldn't make work finally did ! found super deals on stuff I mean it just became

Thank you, arm is Good, still some numbness and tingling, crazy hu ? Your up grade profile looks so GOOD Jill, Reminds me of Fall in the forest. Sorry for the miss posting, I'll catch you all on a different post, Bye

Here I am, in not so much glory. Back for another go round with quitting, haven’t smoked as long as before my last time but it feels as though I have. Craving is strong and Now, I had a nicotine panic attack dream last night. Today I have been determined and strong in will. I have prepared and this morning locked and Loaded I pulled the trigger, no more stupidity, No more excuses, no reason to morn any more. SO to steal a couple verses, Here come, getting on this train, going to be a none smoker, just watch me my friens Hay Hay Im a none Smoker. The Beatles in my head all morning. Yikes !

Iam in my second go round first day of quiting again

Yes healing well, but looks like I need to Proff read before saving when on my meds next time ! PROOF

BBQ Rigs Today Smoked for hours with My home mage BBQ sause, which is different ever time becuase I never keep track of what I use to make it, It is a first every time.

Kind of a Mistery Friday evening noticed some redness on the top of my hand Satuirday start to swell by Saturday evening was in sever pain Sunday in the ER and admitted to the Hospital Sugion made a small incision And all look good no Puss took a culture, Monday morning Full of puss, monday night the surgion made the cut you saw and spent 4.5 hours cleaning the infection out of my hand and forarm. Next 8 days massive amounts of Vancomiason and a probability of amputation, Day 8 looked well enough to send me home with two IVs and changing the dressing a day . Al worries of losing body parts gone if I could stay on the IVS, Second week of six weeks started having alergic reactions to the med, Hospital Doctors kicked me to the curb, saying I was no longer a patient Good luck ? Back to losing Parts if I could not continue my Vaco miason IVs, My PC doctor steps in and Thank God was able to treat the reaction to the Vacomiason and am continuing the IVs. Just completed the 3rd of 6 weeks treatment, Very rashed and intchy, Meds kicked up to Max for the Rash and Itch must complete at least 2 more weeks Twice a day 2 hour IVs. Hoping by then I test clear of the MRSA infection, If OK I will be Hunting my Hogs ! got two Tags to fill before the end of June, I will of Course have two 2018 pig tags with just in case. Really suck, seems I have had the MRSA for some time and it will opo up when it fells like it, is said that I will never to totally rid of it. But Yes the cut was made by the surgion all 18 inches over an inch deep, the pics do not show the Large X cut just behind the Thumb, but it has healed completely. Never hurt so much in My life Felt like Someone was Trying to break my wrist and it was just ready to break for 3 or 4 days, could not get pain meds for more than a week after getting out of the Hospital. I also was terrafied for weeks waiting for the word I was going to lose my arm, Hand or fingers due to this infection, Never want to go thru this again NEVER !

Thank God for a great surgion and my Doctor after a month it looks like this

Ready to say OOOOCH!!!!

It is good to be healing well, thank you all for the love and care. getting ready to gross you out, going to post some of the pics unless you all don't wish to see?