Opah

Did I ever tell you Guys when I was a baby Opah the carpents lived next door to my Grandmother, when they rehersted in thier Garage she would sing me to sleep. She was my first LOVE ! Thank you Doreen Heres a Monday thing Some people just have really bad Mondays ! LMAO

I was trying to cut it out and it Just laughed at me to ! Try this one

Cool a Monday song off, how bout this one !

The Beach Boys are next !!!!

well that makes my week complete, I will be back Same Opah Chanel, Same Opah Time. My the force be with us !

I am so ready to get out and get me some gear for this new Job, But it is not a new Job until I hit the clock for the first time. So for the now it is window shopping and wish lists.

All right Doreen, how you getting those videos of me !!!!! Good thing I picked the Black thongs. Thank you yes the end of this secnd month has thrown me for a loop, and knocked me back on my heels. Still dealing with the emotions, helping Joes wife deal with all the stuff she needs to get rid of or sell off, and both Joe and Bills services are next week and the week after. I have never been to a funeral, I ussually fine myself a quite place away from all and speed what ever time I need to say good Bye. This is not going to be easy, Hopfully I will be left in what corner i pick withoput requests. But all in all it is looking better, I got confirmation that I have been selected for this last Position I interviewed for, and they are know in process putting an offer together. so with the services done and me with a job before this place closes I will be styling.

Thank you Linda, I tend to antisapate to much and let the anxiety build, I am now really making effort to stress this I still have like 28 days before this gig ends, and ther is unemployment, I will be OK if not way better off. This could be a trial to shake things up for me, keep me from getting stale A new Adventure. There you go Lily when you are ready start this new Adventure of being heathier, being able to do the things shortness of breath kept you from doing. I and everyone here will guararanty it will be the best decision you'll ever make

Hey guys maybe Lily is taking her first steps to being quit, Maybe she wants to but is scared, Maybe she's peeking into the windows just to see, evaluate "can I do this". Lily most the above is correct, you must want to quit, be deteremined to quit. I no how scary it can be, all the question one has, all the insecurities. it is alot to overcome, you just keep hanging out, reading and listening, check out the video's and writing ! one day sooner than later you are going to shove your quit into Overdrive and leave your addiction far behind you.

Same as the good old Boys club, Or mexican Bar, My interviewers were Australians, heavy accients and very hard to read their Body and Facial language. Felt like a total outsided or the only white guy in a mexican bar. so lets say ZGood old down under boys club

Lily: Yesterday was a realy hard day for me, I am like two months NOPE, Before this I was 11 months Nope. and in between when I was smoking it got nasty, I was coughing, I had a hard time breathing, my breath and clothes stunk and this was what I noticed not my family. I surrendered to some sad hardships back then and I look at what a waste of my time and health those months smoking, we can do this and we can kepp this, we just need to want it more than the addiction wants us to smoke. For me I refuse to have my live controled by a chemical.

Sucking on some Jolipaino lime Pastashios, waiting for something on his Last Job ? Just found out the one before this after I explaned how I would fix their issues in the Last interview Pulled the job from the Board. At least no one beat me out of it, I beat my self out of it ? I wouldn't even know this if I hadn't called the recruiter to find out why it was taking so long for a decision ? it was the recuiter that told me they had suspended the position, At least I know where I stand with it for the now, I really wasn;t to keen on this one anyways, very bad traffic and it felt like an Auzy club from down under. O well Onward to BBB Bigger, Bader, Better Jobs. Yesterday scared the Bejeevers out of me, so I have chose to relax and keep telling myself what will Be will Be. Now I have 3 more apps completed and waiting to see where they go. April 5th is my last da

You guys inspire me on a daily basis, I realy am a Blessed man. How antone could quit without a premire support group on their side is beyound me. I hope there is someone out there peeking in on us, wondering if they could quit and see what a beautiful avenue this is to take. in fact, I know i play this quit often but it really cheers me up and reminds me of us.

Here I am all smoke free as before, thank you guys, the SOS worked, without it I have little dought that I would have had one. one again guys thak you

There we go, I may be able to get these last 15.

OK Better now heart rate is down, I can handle 15 minutes, Time to go, Tomorrow my friends

I have wlked, think I am just going to Bite the bullet and give up 15 or so minutes. need to get away from Carl

Try to rationalize I know it takes time for the final reasponce, I know I know I know.

1/2 an hour I can get a cold Ultra, and some pretzels, set in my truck. balst the radio. But right now I am captive, I could leave early buy my checks have been getting smaller and smaller, still have to pay the Bills.

The anxiety is killing me, I came so close to walking out with Carl to have just one smoke, but sent him away BARELY My heart is pounding, I feel electric shcks all over, I need to lose this anxousness

Lunch 2 fo0r 6 Whopers, picking apart My Whoper Letus first, then the tomatosabnd onions, once I get it down to meat and bread I put it back to gether and finish it. Do the same thing with my sandwiches, I eat my veggies first until I get to the meat and bread, drives my wife and Mom nuts.

Wantsit: Your Rambles are my insperation, Thank you

Whispers, I watched, heard way to much, Parents that willingly left their children with this Man, excepted Money for their silence, and I watched a Child molester walk away to a loving Cheering Fan Base. All that should have been said was then and that was enough for me, and that was my comment let a dead dog lay, that is what I entend to do +

WHOOO HOOOO, Ive been Hugged

So here I am Wednesday midle of the week and just read an Email stating thats it, we are dne, no possiblility or Hope of staying open. you have 29 days of work and then Austa yo whaivos, arrivadurchy, any other way we need to say good bye. 29 days, I have spent the last 30 days selling my self on the internet, I have song my praise over the phone and pandered in person. and a job is still not a positive. I have had hard times in the Past and here I am in all my glory, ready to take on this new challenge, I my younger I would Boast when your good your good, BUT when your better than good your Me and could pretty much prove it any day of the week. So now Opah its time to prove it to your self, are you as good as you once was ? Nothing Better for the soul then a huge smile and a Cyber hug !