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Start of Day at work, morning was good and work keeps me busy so its just the travel home at night that could be an issue. Not so so far, I had my mind set and prepared for this. waiting for the fighting back urges, I have my suger free hard candy's and health snakes at hand. You know what I could use ? Jilly beans !

Ya I knew I was making a mistake, and I told my self a couple of times, but I made the choice any how. It was a kinda matter a fact decision, I am looking to get my mental conditioning this time around. Feels like I've been a fair weather non-smoker, no that's not it, I got complacent and did not guard my commitment, got bored ! I used the nicotine to fuel me getting out and doing something and calming my nerves after a interview. A beer and a smoke got to be the habit. Time for One more Habit, going Home. now that's a habit Ill Keep !! Keep loading them up and knocking them down ! Tomorrow my friends

Yes this should be the final quit, I really like it when I am not smoking, in fact this time around I really didn't enjoy smoking. I smoked for the Nicotine mental fix, and now that I am good again I can let go of it. Thank you Linda & Jill

Deep Breaths, several sighs of relief, Friends of old and new, the warm and soft glow of this forum screen Yes it is home to a weary off on off on smoker, especially no that it is off again. How you all been doing ? I was so happy to see you all were still here. I am Cherry again ! Got a new job Supervisor of Maintenance with Burlington coat factor will it s just "Burlington" now I walked into a super crew and Manager, making good money, i thought it was time to stop punishing my self and get off of the smoking wagon again. Talk to me I missed you all so much/

Setting at my new desk at my new job, Being Happy !

Jill My Girly girl ! moderator ! Fantastic Well here I am back 5 days quit again and back to it. really don't want to make any excuses or sob songs on why I started just being stupid. I know you will do great as moderator, Dam proud of you !

In here tomorrow morning for a couple hours and it is done, I and my crew will only be an echo in time for this building. I grabbed some desk time today so I could say thank you to all, for the kind works and insperation. The new job will keep me hoping for some time and I know my desk time will be very limited, most likely not on a private computer, but I will sneak a peek and a HOW DO YOU DO every now and again. Love you all and as Whispers said Tell next we meet, So long

Well it looks like we will be evicted here Thursday or Friday, if so it will be a while before we converse again. Just want to say, love to you all and thank you so very much for loving me back. I am hoping that down the line here aways, i will find time and a way to come back, but for the now GOOD BYE

This is looking like Brighter days ahead, for sure, Going to miss this place but all was done that could be done. It is time for a new adventure ! New challange !

Thank you Jimmy

YES YES YES I got it this morning, No unemployeement for me ! So freaking releaved, WHOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO !!!!!

Not yet, making me wait and testing my no smoke resolve !

and they cam Kill? Shit

Here is what a E-cigerette will get you and another ?

Ya was talking to Ron a suoervisor here, he started here when they were setting up an empty building, watching the equipment coming in. From Consipsion to its dying breaths, Its earlier than he wanted but he is going to retire, he just cant see him self working some place other. Over 5000 people mainly east and west coast are looking for employement this morning.

Looks like Matbe one more week here, 11 years of Nurchering and caring for this equipment and now I can feel it rolling over. I exspect to hear its death moan anytime now. All is quite and one by one machines are turned off for the last time, never to be restarted, Even the people sound is getting less and less. One afternoon in the near future I shall walk out the door and never return, leaving a mausoleum of once the latest of technoledgy, Now antiquated and useless equipment rusting away, So Sad.

Yes another Good mornig ! Thank you Sazerac Any m,ore Good Mornings out there for Us !

I know Iknow But this one makes me feel so good !

Today is the day, get the down low on a Job, makes me want to sing !

Hopefull tomorrow The wife and I wll be going out to do something special in celibration !!!

Here we go

i FEEL lIKE SAVING THE WORLD ! But I am who I am and that is no Superhero, So I will watch one of my Heros want to watch with me ?

CONFIRMATION is ay hand, Tomorrow I will recieve the OFFER and start date, Hopefully all is well with the Offer and a job is not longer an issue for me. And to top it off, they have desided to close the DC the 29 instead of the 5th, so that means a week paid off. could be a vacation of it could mean Ill be making 70 dollars an hour for One week of my life. that is sweet !

Thank you Lin: the stress and worry from being unemploeed is almost a fleeting moment, The passing of Joe and Bill are becoming easier to not become a blubbering child. Joe services were yesterday, did OK only leaked a little , they had a beautiful slide show of him from a baby up to just before with many Hunting pictures. Bills services are going to be a BBQ at the house, Bill asked for a party not a sorrow fest, so I think I can get thru that. So here I am with what is going to be a hugely different life ahead of me and I am getting excited about it, the neww Job is starting a Maintenance / Safety program from Scratch, new people, new challenges, a whole new adventure, Out doors 90% of the time working with Silos and massive motors. There will be a fare amount of fabrication and alterations and I will be #4 in the chain of command, SWEET DEAL !

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