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See that is what happens when you jump to soon ! Now I must make an exception a Tuesday exception well to make it clear a TACO TUESDAY exception ! Yea cant pass on TACO Tuesday, Small taco shop 99 cent tacos, the guys and I tear them up, super great tacos.

Hey Jswiss pick up some sugar free hard candies, butterscotch and Ricola lemon mint throat drops worked great for me get a craving and suck a drop or butterscotch it really helps me

I am in a good place in my life right now, I have a lot of positive reasons to stay quit this time, I have good support here and in the family, I have some quality reachable goals I am shooting for, they are long term that will have gradual progressive results. Same O Same O health ( weight, and condition ) I really need to be stretching more , getting limber and flexible just to darn stiff right now, I think I will stretch when I get home from work before I go to Bed, i am in progress of attempting not to Eat when I get Home at 11:30pm, but I am usually too wound up to sleep right away. My mom and I get to talking and next thing you Know I am making a couple grilled cheese sandwiches or something of the sort, So instead of cooking I could be stretching slow and easy, should help me sleep and not have the lower leg cramps. when I stretch in my sleep. Well it is a good start for me, this is not a one quit fits all synario and definitely not my first rodeo, been bucked off more than once.

Yea it was a pretty putzy thing to do and I knew Better, but I wasn't going to let go along to far.. I was surprised this morning how the election could be a trigger for me, it was a hard trigger and it did take some serious mental discussion with myself and the drive to work is still there, not so bad except the truck still smells like the cigars. i need to clean it out and get some good deodorizer in it. It hasn't been a year more like 3 months of daily smoking, when it got to be more than a couple cigars a day I start prepping myself to quit again, started focusing on the negatives of smoking,

First full day of work done, had some triggers but sadly I ate my way thru them, knew that could happen so I did bring some comfort food in my lunch. need to beef up my vitamins, I could very easily sleep the first couple weeks away and I just might do just that if my energy drags down to badly..

Hey guys, screwed my head back on again and got it right, yes it has been back and forth, smoking for a weekend and then not for a month or two. But as we all know it came more and more often until there I was a cigar in hand most the time this time it has been a couple of months smoking pretty consistently. It started to not taste good, I started not feeling good after and finally I was throwing away 2 dollars of a 4 dollar cigar. so the Honeymoon and charm were gone. well today makes it day 4, and I have a full head of steam propelling me forward, I have my sugar free hard candies at hand for the triggers and a great mind set. So if you all still have a little room for Me I could use you help and encouragement, I really enjoyed my truck not smelling, being able to drive with the AC on and the windows up and the way I felt, I wasn't huffing and puffing when out chasing the Game around, my grandson and I are spending a bunch more time together and I really didn't like smoking around him. especially while we were having such great times, you see I didn't want him to associate these good / great times with smoking or the smell of my cigars, most people liked the aroma of them, kinda like a pipe. so I really wanted to impress on him that they were not good for me, him anyone and to do that I had to prove it to him. Now understand I am doing this for myself and I want to be the example, I want to spend many years with my family and grand children. Guess that is enough for the now, looking forward to hearing from you all.

Hey Guys just letting you know I am not a hit and run, Thought I was ready to take a seat ut wavered. Just need to get my head straight with stopping again. It will be soon, I have promised myself.

Hey you all, been on and off the wagon latey, mostly on, but need to get back on track. no excuses to present, no Tragic stories to tell, This conversation came to me via my Email and it was like the sun breaking thru Cloudy skies. Thank you

Thank you, I'll keep moving forward, each day a success, one day at a time.

Back in the Day the chimney was an everyday necessity, bellowing smoke it warmed, cooked the dinners and provided romantic ambiance. Yes it was what we used. After years of being excepted without question, things started to change, slowly at first. Stoves and heaters were developed, that did not bellow smoke, Oil replaced wood, Gas replace oil and now electricity is replacing gas. With technology our awareness grew, we found more healthy and more environmentally friendly ways Without the smoke we live healthier lives, our skies are clearer, and our air is fresher and all with opened arms most ran to except this new knowledge. If we can except technology to stop smoking chimneys , I ask why is it so hard to stop being a smoke bellowing chimney, polluting our air and lungs, ruining our health and life’s of all around us ?

Man how time flys, this man was one year older than me, and by age 10 had already made his mark on the world. Remember when he was just a very talented kid ?

Thank you Jordan: Yes you are correct, This is a good fit for me, very comfortable.

I made the interview, I called before the time I was to be there and they move my appointment back one hour. They were OK with my explanation I believe. Just wish this was done, A nerves Belly and this waiting are really wreaking havoc on my digestive system. The tension has been minimized by me mentally saying the serenity prayer in my head every time I start getting wound up about it. This to shall pass

I got on the wrong freeway and was an hour late for the last interview, I am never late, well I was never late. Surprised they still interviewed Me, but the interview went exceedingly well. I just hate this waiting I was eating chill pills for the last 2 days and when I looked at them Close I found out they were M&Ms

It is looking just like that more and more Jill

Thank you Jordan: This may be like a pot of water on the stove, It wont boil till I stop watching it ! But the signs are there ! Every where I look, there they are SIGNS ! SIGNS !

TIC TOK TIC TOK TIC TOK TIC TOK ITS A GOOD THING THEY DON'T WORK FOR ME YET !

No that is not a canary in my mouth ! I am holding my breath until I hear what I want ! Boy the corporate wheels turn slow, but they grind very fine? what ever that means ?

OK interview completed, now for the offer Things did get easier, is it a salary position so the OT is now off the board so it really will come down to how much they offer Any where close to what I am making now, its no contest I am happy where I am

Dan g it Jill see what you got me thinking of ?

This Penguin is for you Jill, cute little fluffy bunch of hugs

This why polar Bears and Penguins don.t live in the same continent and why if they were sold in a butcher shop they would cost so much The cleaning fee !!

Cleaned a dirty Penguin It is still Funny

Money may not bring happiness but it sure can make a environment that is very conducive of happiness. Bills paid, nice home, dependable vehicles, and some savings in the bank, without the stress and worry of Making a living you have the freedom to be Happy.