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Thankyou, yes it is a horrible disease, and i think loved ones suffer the most. She does,nt recognise my hubby, her own son! and he does so much for her. She has cameras in her home, and we have an app on our phones, so we can see what she is doing. She does know its there by the way, but dont think he understands what its for, which is her safety. She does have carers a few times a week to give us a break, but sometimes like today ( my turn today) she is being all out like a petulent child. I will keep it together, I told myself earlier, I'm not gonna let her make me smoke, what would it do anyway!!! other than to leave a bitter taste in my mouth, and have to start all over again. NOPE

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Thanks Martian, I was having a battle with the nicodemon whispering ( no shouting ) in my ear...jusssssst one! The little ba*trd comes whispering in its whiny voice, but i shut it up. Peace is with me again. I do have to go back to her later to put her to bed, so hope her mood is better. (praying)

Its a heartache- Bonnie Tyler what relaxes you

OK so not really an SOS more of a rant ...get it off my chest. I help to look after my Mother in law who has Alzheimers and Vascular dementia. She is having a bad day today and has been EXTREMELY Challenging, everything has been NO NO NO, and aggression. I know she cant help it, and I only show patience with her, but without my cigs this morning I was finding it hard to cope, and wishing I had'nt quit yet ( typical junkie thinking) I promised myself I wouldnt smoke and have'nt thank goodness, but I was soooooooo longing for one. I came home and logged on here, and have been playing the games and it has helped me soooo much. so Thanks guys for being there

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Welcome Lily, and I hope you get better soon, though I was the same as you a few weeks ago, heavy cold, sore throat etc and used that as a stating point to my quit. I actually hoped my throat would be sore for a while to keep me from lighting up and it worked. You have had good advice here, yep keep yourself busy, or sleep, you cant light up when your asleep! read lots and post lots, you can do this if you want it enough.

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LOL I was thinking ahead hahahahaha ok...... I wanna wake p with you was just a hope lol.. What did he whisper in her ear when he had her in his arms?

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