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Yup, sounds like the description of addiction to a T..

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Funny thing, as it’s been from the beginning I really don’t crave a cigarette during a ping. I really don’t know what I crave. It’s just that my reward system is missing something without actually pinpointing exactly what it is. Damn addiction, it’s a crazy thing…Damn addiction, it’s a crazy thing…

Lmao. I have shoes.. Actually I prefer a New Balance. Made in America and last literally, close to, damn near, forever... SYN.. I enjoy walking in the cool spring grass barefoot. Only difference, now I get to do it without a cigarette. Season change has always been a huge trigger for me. Even with past addiction issues. At least it’s not catching me offguard. On the contrary I may be overthinking it. But whatever, it is what it is. I’ll get past this just like I’ve gotten past everything else in the past eight weeks Smoking cigarettes does nothing for me. Hell, with most other drugs/addictions at least you get high, Fvck! This nicotine, it’s a crazy thing…

Yep. Good game. Fun. -1

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Yeah, mid 70s today. Beautiful. Been in and out most of the day. Sitting on the deck and hanging in the garage just isn’t the same. I will make myself get past this. Smoking took a lot from me over the years. I refuse to let quitting take anything from me. I will spend my time outside, barefooted!

Take a break and drink a ....

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Shorts, T-shirt and barefoot, nice. Spending time outside festival, nice. Sitting on the deck at my local watering hole, wings, nice That can be a bit of a problem for me. You see, outside is where I like to be when the weather is nice. I smoked a lot when I was outside. I hope quitting doesn’t change my desire to be barefoot and outside. Tomorrow is going to be really nice. Luckily I have to work.

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18 ”naff off”?? Never heared that one. But I’m sure I’ve done it LOL

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Nope

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