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why do I feel like a failure?
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
not really cold turkey, I've had a few pieces of nicotine gum in the last two days. Weird, my other times I tried to quit I could go without -
why do I feel like a failure?
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
Because my daughter needs braces, and we cant afford them unless both me and my boyfriend quit smoking. -
Now I want to quit sugar and caffeine, too.
christine 12 replied to Ren's topic in Exercising & Healthy Living
I'm quitting coffee too -
Still havent' walked across the street, still haven't asked boyfriend for a cigarette Yet I feel like a failure anyway. I don't feel this is a reasonable emotion, as I haven't smoked for over two days. maybe it's because I am close to failure. I don't kno.
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My boyfriend keeps "sneaking" out for a smoke. I realize it's just a matter of me and me alone, and my willpower. I will never quit if I wait for a perfect time. Just deal with what I have before me.
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I have gone through all the mental ups and downs of quitting since january 2, and I feel that I am as mentally prepared as I'll ever get. Not it's just the physical addiction I need to deal with. This should be the easy part, right?
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Last month when I tried quitting, I had near-constant "hallucinations" that made it hard to function. I only managed t make it five days. The hallucinations went away qhen I started smoking again. This time, the hallucinations are back, but they aren't constant. They lasted about 5-6 hours yesterday morning. I haven't had any today. I have only had these particular hallucinations while trying to quit smoking. It is a tactile hallucination, where there is a feeling of "bad" energy, wrapping around my gut and heart. It is sometimes even painful it is so intense. I would like to think this is just an anxiety reaction, but it feels more like my will is being tested. I try to do normal things during these episodes, but soemtimes all I can do is just lay there in bed. I can't do that though, because I have a family to take care of.
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I tried to quit in January, and I only lasted three days. Then I tried a few more times, and only lasted 2-5 days. This is my fifth or so try, and Im at about 2 days. Wish me luck I guess.
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it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
not so easy at 72 hours..... -
I've made it 72 hours ! Three days and I can feel every hour of it
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it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
Thanks everyone:) -
it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
In one hour and 47 minutes, it will be three full days exactly for me. -
it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
You reminded me it's only been a few days. Feels like a lot longer than that. My bad moment passed, feeling better now. Didn't smoke. -
it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
Having a rough hour or so, been wandering around looking for cigarettes in pockets, purses etc. I have enough cash for one pack.Haven't gone to the store yet, which is right across the street. My worst moment yet. -
it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
I plan to by a book when I'm quit for a month -
it's nothing like I thought it would be
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
I quit 38 hours ago, not a long time, but LONG for me im using nicotrol inhaler -
schizophrenia/schizoaffective and quitting
christine 12 replied to christine 12's topic in Quit Smoking Discussions
she said try knitting lol -
I feel fine, just can't sleep. cravings are easy to deal with, and only last a few seconds to a few minutes. A bit of brain fog. Mild restlessness. No irritability or anything like that. I thought I would be fighting cravings every second, and be tense nonstop. But no, it's much easier than I thought it would be so far.
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it's strange, I haven't seen any numbrs or had any synchs sinse I quit. It's been over 36 hours. I also haven't slept much. a few minutes here and there. I am not sure how many days I will give myself for not sleeping. I think I will just keep up the quit. its more important than getting sleep. Though I will have to talk to my boyfriend first and see what he says. I do have responibilities.
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Anyone else on the board with schizophrenia or schizoaffective who is trying to wuit? I chose this time to quit mainly because I have been doing good lately. But I am wondering hoe I'm going to cope without smokes if I am having an episode. ? Yes I am in therapy for it but my therapist isnt much help.