I Got This (T)

What have I stumbled onto???? I'm not around for a few days and I come back to the drunken ramblings of my favorite food aka bakon.... spell check my ass... more like beer goggles....

-3... ello Dor

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Very true..... if I could record what goes on in my head when I'm asleep I'm pretty sure I could sale it to Hollywood and make millions.... The NP prefers winter over summer....

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NOPE

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-1..... annnnnnnnnnd goodnight

-19... Yay chicks!!

-13...... alright chickadees, gotta go to work. Keep it up!! And Dor... I'll read you in the morning when you wake up and I'm just getting off work, LoL!!

Yay!!.... I mean bye Boo.... miss you long time.... -11

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-10... I posted a Friday hottie just for you BooBoo Bear

-8 don't you have stick stuff to do boo???

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-2.... dammit boo shoo

-3.... we got this peace

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It's still very difficult at times... the past few days I've been finding myself craving really hard..... not even brought on by any triggers, usually out of the blue.... but I'm damned stubborn and keep reminding myself if I smoke now I'm going to be so mad at myself... then I'd have to tell friends and family I slipped when they ask me how the not smoking is going.... then my coworkers would be like "see I told you you would start again" besides one of my older regulars, very sweet man, came and visited me in the hospital, gave me a $100 on christmas, ect.... he said if I can stay quit for 3 months he will quit smoking... It's nice to know my quit is helping motivate someone else to quit..... especially someone who's been smoking for so long. I find holding my breath for as long as I can when I crave hits helps immensely.... I get a nice little head rush.... kinda like when you did if you smoked too fast...

Just woke up..... had an 11 hour shift last night..... 10 hours tonight.... and it's Friday... ugh 0

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