Sorry go be late...
M ....you really don't want to be a smoker...well done for reaching out...
Im sorry your having a tough time just now.....but sweetheart losing your fabulous quit...will only add to the problem...
Understanding smoking will do nothing to help ..took me a while too.....
We really do face lives curb balls better ,when we are not caught in the addiction trap....
Stay strong M ....you will be so happy you did ,when this blip has passed...and it will....
Take smoking OFF the table....shout it out loud ...I did millions of times....
Stay close just now ...