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This is a great post lust. I guess looking at 2% compared to how we felt on our first days quit, we would have thought 2% is amazing. I do understand the desire for it to be a non-issue. If it was a non-issue you wouldn’t have noticed anything much during the get together and we wouldn’t have had your post.

Well that just reminded me of being in that horrible place of hating smoking but not being able to quit. I’m so glad I’m not there anymore. Who knows WTF happened to Tiffany.

That's an impressive lawn. I just noticed your signature for the first time. "Our strength grows out of our weakness." and I love it.

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While it is slow suicide, the smokers death comes too soon. Farewell cigarettes before they farewell you.

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Sorry you had a tough night. I hope your feeling better soon. You've done well. You're kicking your addiction.

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I thought I had replied to this. Perhaps I’m losing it. Its pretty bad seeing a kid looking to smoke but I still thought it was weird that some were smoking themselves and at the same time telling the kid it will kill them. Im just hating this addiction at the moment. People doing it and knowing it will hurt them. People starting when they are kids.

Good video. Thanks for sharing it.

I've just been admiring everyone's gardens. They are beautiful.

I had quitting insomnia and it was challenging. It did go away after a while. I hope it gets better for you. I didn't take anything for it since I wanted my body to fix itself. I also didn't want to become dependent on a drug. If it's from quitting it will pass in time. Also don't blame quitting. Blame smoking. This is showing you how much smoking messes with your body/brain.

I hope you start again soon. You've proven to yourself that you don't need to smoke. Please tell us why did you choose to quit one month ago?

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Thanks. I’m a sexy bastard. ?

Boo this is beautiful!

Totally PT. It took me a while to stop falling for my old thoughts.

That’s so sweet Sazerac. ? love your quit too.

It's bloody tricky at times. Other times it's easy. I'm glad I'm not the only one doing this. Thank you Jillar. ? Yep round 3962. How do you kill an addiction. One crave, one minute, one hour, one day, one week, one month, one year at a time.

Thanks Sslip, you're very kind. ?

Hi Matty, congrats on starting again. It is well worth it. Don't throw it all away. Even if it's a bit of climb to feel comfortable quit again.

Nice to meet you. It's a great reminder of how precious our quits are.

This too will pass. It's good to keep an eye on what your mind tells you sometimes and not to listen to it. Well done

I was walking around the shopping centre when I saw a sign saying 2pkts of Himlayan Pink Rock Salt $10. I followed the sign. When I looked up I saw the tobacconist. It was the same tobacconist where I had previously broken a quit at. The owner would illegally sell single cigarettes for $1. Before I could think my body flooded with chemical anticipation as I thought I could buy "just one" for old time sake. My quit would be in tact and I'd walk away laughing thinking "ha!" I'm such a good non-smoker, I can have one whenever and walk away. I momentarily gathered some sanity and pulled myself away from there and found my pink rock salt in the store next door. I did think to myself how close I came to f#$#$$ing up my whole quit. The positive is that I didn't, but it reminded me how easy this would be to do. I DON'T WANT TO GO THROUGH WITHDRAWALS EVER AGAIN! AND SMOKING WOULD LEAD TO WITHDRAWALS SINCE I DON'T WANT TO SMOKE! I thought I should write this down. It's important to process it for my recovery. Thanks for listening.