Parsley

Never just one! So I would know know all too well, too many times. Good job on the quit!!

Skipping lunch with friends just so I could smoke Smelling bad Bad breath Toting around body spray and mints Dealing with the smoking mess...ashes etc Wasting money Making time to waste money Leaving early for work to get more smokes in before work Worrying all the time about next smoke Feeling icky! Feeling breathless...it's better already! HIDING MY ADDICTION! Missing out on so much to have smoke time Worrying about how my car smelled to others no matter what I did Worrying so much about my health...still will...but not making it worse Feeling bad I was harming my cat n dog Endless list But my WHAT I LOVE AS A NON SMOKER IS LONGER!!

I love the no smelling smoke on me...my clothes ..hair etc. As above not planning any time to allow for smoking...spending my money on treats and not cigs. Love all the extra time not smoking gives me....not dousing in body spray before going in the office. And these things and others keep me from smoking!

Thanks to you who responded...not sure why lack of support...was looking for that and acountabilty here..but I trudged forward anyway..didn't have the right....whatever required..good luck to all!

reciprocity...thank you! No need to coddle....just thought support..no problem

reciprocity...thank you! No need to coddle....just thought support..no problem

Yay parsley....good for you...

Still nope.no bodies

Still here....still nope...still no dead bodies....

Freedom! Struggle has not ended but the freedom is there!

:)

cinnamon Altoids those will stop you in your tracks and get your mind off cigs in a hurry!!

NOPE I didn't!

I wrote a longish post an hour ago...guess I didn't hit post...dang Short version ...am alive..going to bed soon..not good day

I agree!!!!! Closet/secret smoking or any smoking for that matter...is a huge pain in the rear...!

Good idea about the mall but I live in a very small town with no mall . I did need to get groceries today so I did that and I also went to Goodwill and to the dollar store into another consignment shop for something to do..... But leisurely non-smoking environment . I have most of my housework done so now I am sort of reworking my terrarium and other little odds and ends , trying to stay out of my normal routine . I would say it is all working only because I haven't smoked but I am beside myself with anxiety ! I just feel weird but I know that is to be expected to

How are you doing Carsmummy?

Doreensfree....you are the one I would say inspired me the most! I am saying look at her! She did it after all the years.....I can too! Today I went to lunch with someone in my office and I loved how I didn't have to worry about how to find time to smoke before and of course after! Not saying I didn't want to but I want to all the time :( A taste of freedom. Tomorrow is my day off....sigh....home alone..so I have a lot of housework planned and if that doesn't pan out because it's my Wednesday...work here at home..do stuff then..smokebreak...I have some awesome beads to work up....and a quilt to start.Supposed to be cold and rainy so outside so outside will not be nice. Rambling....sorry

I am 60 now..started at 17.. Never quit more than a day..but for awhile now instead of a person with a life who smoked..I had become a smoker who tries to have a life...ugh. and of course have become a closet smoker....not sure I have this...crap....

Wahoo! Puzzles on kindle !!

And....thank you for being here! I feel like a raging bitch!!!!!!!!

And yes I ate ALOT of pizza.. I even tell my dog.."doing this for you buddy".....

I am still ok...ish....not happy..not not not...didn't even fix supper after work..too passed..ordered pizza. Hubby a great support thankfully. I want..am...nonsmokers...repeat..repeat Threw a bucket about a mile tonight...didn't go get it Wanted to RIP the phone outa the wall today at work...shit

I am 60 now..started at 17.. Never quit more than a day..but for awhile now instead of a person with a life who smoked..I had become a smoker who tries to have a life...ugh. and of course have become a closet smoker....not sure I have this...crap....

Ugh