Thanks all for your support. Today went off like a hitch. I am craving right now but there is not a thing in the world I can do about it, except ride it out. I am home and the closet store that is open is 20 mins away. If it were closer I might make a made dash to the store.
The hardest time of the day for me will be first thing in the am and right after work, as that is the only time I smoke.
Today twice during the course of the day (around 2:00) I thought about the Cigarette I would smoke afterschool, of course instantly I had to tell me self no. I felt so let down and disappointed. Twice from 2:00 to 3:00 that happened. I need to think of something to look forward to afterwork. I was really disappointed when I remember I could not smoke. I felt like a kid at Christmas that did not get the toy they wanted.
Of course after school I had to get DS to the DMV to get his licenses and then get home to eat dinner and celebrate DS birthday. So I really did not have time to smoke anyway. If I had one I would found the time, but I did not so I just carried on.
It is now 8:00 and I am getting ready to go to bed. I get up at 4:00 to get things done for the day. I fear that I will not get up as normal as I will not be motivated because, of course, the first thing I do when I get up is smoke. Here again I need to think of something to look forward to when I wake up. I bought sparkling mineral water at the grocery store on Sunday. They kind that I drank as a kid when we lived in Italy. So maybe I will think about pouring me a glass of that for my am wake up. I have been saving it for a crave.
Today was an easy day by design. Tomorrow morning I know I will crave and I have to keep from caving in on the way to work and buying a pack.
I do have some nicotine gum that I bought a while back, and I did chew a piece afterwork, not sure if that kept me from making a mad dash to the store. Cravings have not been bad. I am a closet smoker so I can maintain for a bit of time, but I do need to be on my guard for those uber stressful situations.
24 hours smoke free is around the corner!!!!