Still winning

There is lego everywhere! How do I even sort this? Into sets to make up or into lego type ie wheels and windowns etc. How do I fill up a child having agrowth spurt - all I am doing all day every day is feeding the 9 year old...and she's almost as tall as me already :( Why am I always attracated to tall guys? Is it ok to stand on the bottom stair to tell her off in future so I don't feel like the token midget in the house? Was it "accidently" or time to call a hitman that I announced to the ex that both kids coats were missing - he said he didn't have them - I asked him to check as I would need to buy new coats that day to start school this week - he didn't have them - next day, text saying he found them - hmmmmmm! (I hadn't bought the coats I was just doing a double check!!) Will I make it through alive if I try and do that boxing class again tomoz? Should I get drunk or stay sober at the family wedding I must attend this Saturday? All the crazy and all the disloyal (I have a thing about loyalty) muppets are due...I'm thinking sober - I wonder if I'm growing as a person due to this? I could be here all day lol, I have shedloads of stuff to sound off about ! Haha

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Poor you, they are so intense aren't they, remember waking crying from one once it was so vivid! I'm with babs, means we value the quit and that is kinda re-assuring.

Happy 2 years Gemz. xx

Today I love that my 5 year old and I were shoe shopping and because we have the money now I'm not burning it, we could buy both pairs of trainers she liked and not have to choose :) Hello Kitty and Minnie Mouse - BOOM! :D (Maybe another lil lady with a shoe collection will be in my house heehee)

Wow Rowly, look how far you've come!! Amazing! Bet it feels awesome, so pleased for you. xx

haha, had to check which day it was, thought it was monday... NOPE :)

Haha, I only take holidays since I quit, before that I hadn't been anywhere (other then the seaside once in a caravan - sweet mother of god, nope) for 9 years! But if holidaying can be considered a hobby, then yes - part of my continued quit promise is a holiday a year, in this country or abroad and a bucket list has been mentally prepared :) xx

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Job is still on the down low as I am continually training but I am and will be a better Holistic healer. I also organise meet ups for other therapists. Life is pretty busy with children so not loads of hobbies but I go to a gym for fitness and to have an outlet for my excess energy. Motor sports but only on tv for now, my other half goes, I will when the children are older. Other than that I tend to study new subjects that interest me for fun, astrology/healing/angels and have made some new friends that way too. x

I think as a tool to get to a quit, all roads lead to rome and it's not like we aren't doing damage smoking anyway right?! Some things cause bigger health implications and the lack of info on Vaping worried me if I'm honest but I still tried an e cig and would have pursued it if it had worked for me, but everyone is different so if it's working for you then why not. I am a "whatever works" kinda chick and I did chantix which is a whackload of tablets that threatened as a side effect I might wanna top myself (all good, didn't get that feeling thank goodness), and honestly, I'd take them again if I got the end result of a quit so take from that what you will. Massive congrats on day 1 free of the cigs and for the start of a wonderful journey :) Welcome home. xx

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Alrighty then..... Having a little sing song there chaps?! :)

Duck is bumble, his avatar is a duck Dog is Chrispy, his avatar is his beautiful dog Bat is batman - well he's not but ya know Burrito is El Bandito and actually, I think it's cause he once found a place called that and got photographed with it. :) x

I remember slovenka. She smoked around the same and kept falling off with her "just 1" and "my only vice" and such. Thing is, just 1 starts the next one and the next one and where does it stop..... At some stages one was enough, later a thousand was never enough. So now I think is it becomes irrelevant how many you smoked. It was not easier or harder for me to quit 40 per day, then someone who smoked 20 or 5... it is simply smoking or not smoking. Not meant as a harsh thing, just that is what it is because we are all smoking something that could cause us harm, that could harm those we love around us. I don't mean to deliver the tough love, I honestly don't work that way but I started by smoking one a day - 1! Was never planning to go past that and I laugh now thinking I ever had any control. It's like a demon that just kept growing, out of control, making me sickly and unwell and then the denial kicked in, and still it grew bigger and better. Ultimately, how many other times would I quite literally burn money and do something that may cause me physical harm?! None my friend, none at all and that's when I understood that the numbers were irrelevant and I needed to buck up and reclaim my freedom. x

wronguns ...live in England and celebrate autumn ( we don't "do" fall sweetie :) ) halloween is a win tho :) x

fungus? - that ain't right! NOPE!

Sharon's in Tenerife right now with another week still to go lucky begger! You besmirching my good name young fella me lad?! I am no law breaker on holidays! I'm a "nice gel"

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1 hour zumba 1/2 hour cx worx (core) workout Some handweight stuff.

Also passed out last night after just two glasses of wine, shattered from staying up later every night doing the case studies so I can apply for the reiki teacher status. Also the kids turned into little terrorists on Friday so 3 gym sessions to get rid of my bad mood, fixed now and will enjoy saturday :) Have fun all you people! x

I never got that, I got sever anxious feelings in my stomach and they took a while to die down and it sounds similar. I think the trick is to acknowledge it and know it will pass. One of the mantra's that help actually was this too will pass. It sounds like you're doing fantastically well though. It can be a overwhelming if you let it I think but try and deal with each small part on it's own if that makes sense, rather than one big feeling. xx

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