Still winning

This made me smile, it's as easy and as hard as don't smoke and you make it. Massive congrats Sarah. You worked hard for this quit and owned it from the word go, no matter what. x

oh a handsome beast if ever there was one for sure, sporty too by the hoodie look ;) So there we go Jenny and Sarah, problem solved by El B.

nope all day long. Ain't nobody got time for dat...literally....i have so much more time in a day now :)

Jenny we should complain!! I don't see any eye candy either :( Pesky school runs and no eye candy there!

I'm up and down like a yoyo. The energy is off the scale and I've been to caught up to even look what's going on. You know the problem with quitting smoking...you think everything is about not smoking!! How frikkin annoying that my life has been entering a place that feels much like the toilet, when part of whatI do is understanding how energy influences us - and I missed it. Utter divvy! First time I've written on my web page since I quit :) I may be more emotional minus cigs but I control more of my destiny then I did before :) Today I have written up the full moon energy and done reiki on bathsalts that I sell. Not ya normal persons Tuesday haha. I do find this hard. I wish I had some easy peasy, I just have this needs to be done and if this is what it takes then so be it.... but I love that I wrote....and that I can help people sometimes for no reason, other than it feels right. In case anyone else likes energy work, here is my writing from tonight: Scorpio full moon May 14th 2014 Scorpio energy is not for the feint hearted. Do or die time my friends! We want to get to the heart of our most painful situation, we want to understand the darker side of everything – you cannot bring light without acknowledging the dark! Bring passion, TRUTH, mysteries of life, a somewhat brutal need to own the situation. Scorpio is strong, I love this energy when I work with it. If I go against it all hell breaks loose though. The Full Moon is playing OK with Saturn. Saturn is the karma/father of the zodiac. We want an ending here, not a brutal experience. Your lessons should be learned, the answers should be clear. In essence you should realize that it’s ok to be yourself, that there’s power in that and right or wrong does not come into your relationships or life choices. Somewhere there is a big bang. Then it should settle enough for us to heal it. Scorpio’s are master healers in my humble opinion, not that it’s ever in their write ups. Pain for no purpose is wasted. Understanding and acknowledging a painful situation is the way to heal it and make it better, often it’s a growth pattern for our life journey. Nobody likes a lesson right…but how else are we going to learn who we are, what we want, what we NEED to be whole. It sounds dramatic doesn’t it, lol, it’s Scorpio – of course it’s dramatic!! Powerful energy circulates and gives us the opportunities that lighter signs don’t. You have the connected Taurus energy on the sun side, bringing a keep us grounded, practical vibe. We are not going to use this energy to dive into the abyss…but maybe we can take a peek into it! We will learn, we will grow and life is better with understanding of all sides of the story. Happy full moon in Scorpio! Love and light. xx

Some people have a beautiful soul, it's just a part of who they are and isn't a big deal in and of itself...but it is! To still be here, paying it forward, inspiring, helping is a massive big deal. You have assisted in supporting so many people in their quit! Thanks for making us think it can be done too. Through all of that and most importantly, you have secured yourself a 5 year quit, massive congrats!! I hope you still treat yourself, I'm thinking a minimum of great cake!! xx

JUST SAY NO TO STINKY MEN lol. I totally believe non smokers thought this of us back in the smokers day. I also believe this means a whole new "dating pool" should effectively be open for business!!

My kids. For sure kids say some hillarious stuff. To date the best one was a 3 yearold Milly announcing at warp factor that a woman had eaten her baby. Or why the woman had a beard, just so many. But truly, what cracks me right up is when people fall over on the ice in winter!! I know it's cruel, however I also laugh like a drain if it's me too (hurt or not) I find it hillarious. I had to pull over on a school run this year as a whole family fell over hahaha, omg, funny as. Made worse by my eldest (lovely soul she is) saying oh god, I hope they're alright as my youngest said dat kid just stack it mum whilst laughing! Still laughing now thinking about it ;D

May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the thief's crotch and may their arms be too short to scratch! I hate that people can do that, just why?! Really sorry for you honey and hope replacement is painless. x

First 3 quarters of your new life complete, and a personal best ta boot!! Congrats on your 9 months :yahoo: xx

He looks proper lively in his shows, half the time it's the spectacle as much as the music. x

I bet you love it!! I know some are all big time into exercise, I've not been like that in a long time but you know what - I think it releases something into your bloodstream which makes you feel good. I only did it for two weeks and at the moment I can't and am really missing the natural high feeling after a workout. Just thought I'd say in case you were worried, it's pretty cool to exercise and you don't crave AT ALL while you're doing it which is most excellent news in my book :) x

smoking totally sucks balls, nope for me!!

Today and for the last few days I've been unwell. I noticed the smokers cough was missing. Last illness I was still a smoker and it hurt to cough.

tried to write, fail. tried to be ok, fail. tried to read my kindle, fail. Read this, I have this, going to bed. Bump, because I needed these words and other words tonight and it's a little weird sometimes. x

what's a "redneck"? Terribly sorry, english, no idea of what one is referring too?!

Aha!!! Why doth the shark holdeth the toothbrush?? I have spent the last hour of my life wondering!

Us english chicks gotta stand up and be counted hey :) Checked the oxford english - closetly defo not a word :( Ho hum. Did you have a nice trip other then the never ending story driving in london bit?

aha, his rock and my rock are slightly different lol. Have a brill time!!

who? that man lost his shirt, you noticed that right? kid rock? I love rock, why do I not know this fella...off for a listen.

I love reading this Jackie! Wallpaper is the way forward :) What's living in scotland like - it looks pretty rainy on the weather reports? Which is your fave, out of where you lived?

Weirdly needed to read that right now?! Getting lost in London is not for the faint hearted, kudos my friend for making it out with car and you all intact!! Actually closetly (that's not a real word is, think I made that up) really pleased, I like you being here and you flunking out would have been really bad. Go Tracey!!

2 months, let's celebrate...or get annoyed?! I have just sworn an awful lot on a curse thread, I feel justified...I wonder whether I am. Simply put I think everyone is being an idiot right about now. I am assured by my sister, I am as bad...I can't see it. Which is nice actually, I like to be right and I really think it's all of them. Blinking emotions are being somewhat tricky again but it's probably ok, I can't decide whose lights I would punch out first anyway - and of course I realize this isn't what nice people do. I am emotional and annoyed. Arguments no longer trigger me though, that's positive. Emotions and reject imbeciles still trigger me!! But you just don't...i read that somewhere and it stuck with me :) I won't/can't/shouldn't/mustn't and yada yada, I'm a non smoker. I'm a very frikking annoyed non smoker, listening to a very annoying maternal type sparking up. Why can't I be one of those hippy spiritual types who go on retreats and wear flowing clothes?! Actually flowing clothes would be real useful haha. That's broken my mood...I shoulda been a hippy but instead I'm a fitted jeans kinda spiritual. Meh. Onwards and upwards depite the annoying ignoramus types around here! Donuts (abridged version). But Amy quit today and apparently so did Trish...that is all kinds of fabulous in my book. Today has some true highlights.