You know that that little bugger will tempt you ever chance it's gets so just fight it every time it whispers sweet lies in your head. Every battle you win, it gets weaker and you get stronger. Little by little YOU win!
Remember that ALL it promises you are lies. You said so much in your post here today. You know your addiction only cares about itself and not you so why even consider assisting it?
What does it really want? It needs you to feed it - yes, your addiction is powerless if you refuse to participate so tell it to piss-off! These early days are uncomfortable - no question but only temporary so dig in and keep battling this A-hole because you know it's the right thing to do and we all know you can do it!